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~Most of the dreams iv had prior to the dram journal always seem to have some sort of strong poetic justice, and strong, sexual, and explicit conduct, always with back ground music , or recited poetry underlining in the back ground as if im being guided by some sort of deep higher being, and always leaves me feeling as if im meant to discover something more beautiful, and natural about my self and the world....followed by an intense feeling of sadness and loneliness...and a deep need to make love and and let out bottled up passion...~

~The first ting that comes to mind when i think of my dreams is the reoccurring dream i have had off and on for months now,( the strongest reason for starting the dream journal.) It always has the man with out a face..the man who i feel deep , deep lust for... in these dreams...who only comes to me in my dreams...He makes great love to me , exploring all of the sexually stimulating areas of my body (leaving out sexually explicit detales), and all of the greatest ways, better than i think i could possibly imagine.... although this may seem sensual and sexy for me at the time of the dream....i always wake up thinking of the man with no face...wandering who this man is ...i always wake up remembering, how hot and dramatically sexy he has made me feel...and a strong feeling of lust and longing for him, a man with no face ,that i do not know...
This is the reason i want to be able to become more lucid in my dreams.....and ive even thought that perhaps i may be heaving a shared dream with someone....whatever the case may be, im desperately seeking answers, and control....~

i have always had strange dreams,my whole life,not just strange dreams tho...the stranger they became the more real they would become... until they did become real...there would be times when i would be afraid to sleep due to such a strong sensation of knowing that it would be real.... unable to mentally handle the situation.. unable to grasp the concept that i can dream the future..Always asking my self if this real....this has got to mean something,and there has got to be a way to control this....what if dream of something bad....and it happens to me? How do i stay focused on positive things? Am i alone with having these sorts of encounters? am i the only one like me?

...one of the most vivid dreams i have had in quite some time. it was spring time and it was storming, raining very hard and the wind was blowing and i can remember the sound of the wind howling through the cracks in the window...and i can remember water droplets running down the glass....i don't know where we where... but the dream was mostly black and white...only parts of it in color, you where smiling and laughing, and i can remember thinking that it was very nice to see you smile....and clouds of fog circling around the room...you held your hand out to me and asked if i like to dance... ii stuck my hand out to grab yours and i can remember blushing , and very embarased because i knew i could not dance, but i didn't want to turn down the offer.
the most vivid part of the dream was the feeling of your warm hand on my lower back pressing me up against your body, spinning and twirling around and around in circles and then i began to laugh like a little kid...
i then awoke to a loud whisper of some one calling out my name......i rose out of bed and my body was covered in goose bumps and no one was around...the house was still and quiet......