sonicwhite

Man, I just alway's having nightmares. They haunt me thru the day.....I am so sick of these psych med's. The root cause and I know I have alot of negitivity coming from me but, UGH! it's so hard to accept that you have a disrder that in itself is so challenging. I guess you can call it my own little cancer. Man, I have dream's of my step mom that died of cancer. I just absorb it all like I wonder what does it mean when I know it doesn't mean anything....I just gather all this info and ruminate over and over....UGH! I'm ready for this dream to end!