Synsine

I was in an appartment. It felt like it was my appartment. My brother was running around and asked me to see a movie with him. We both sat down on an old, grey coach and turned on the tv. It was a horror movie. I really didn't expect that and it made me feel horrible. It was about broken glass falling down and cutting people.

I saw a tv show about paintings but this time I got sucked in so I no longer perceived the tv and the couch. You had to look for mistakes in paintings. All paintings looked freaky. It made me feel sad and scared. I saw a black painting with eyes on it. There was an eye that was greyish and not as visible as the others so that was the mistake.

I saw a short video about a woman kissing a child under water. I knew they were actors but I still thought it was inappropriate.
After the video ended, I was on youtube. It was blurry so I didn't bother clicking on anything.

I went back to the same tv show. This time, there was a murderer who participated in it. I could see a long row of paintings on a white wall. The camera moved to the right and the host picked out a painting. This painting had a baby in dark blue water on it. There was a narrow opening below it. I also noticed the same greyish eyes. The murderer was talking about birth but I didn't really listen because I stared at the baby on the painting.
The show ended and the host got a lot of complaints about the murderer. The host said not to judge him because of what he did, that he could change and that the future is more important.

The scene changed and I was walking behind a famous guy. I thought it was the lead singer of Zornik but I only saw him from behind. It was sunny and I knew there was going to be something unpredictable. A few people appeared who tested the singing skills of people. I wanted to participate but wasn't sure how my voice would sound so I just listened.
After hearing a few people singing out of tune, I sang a note softly but I felt like screaming so it turned loud. It was so loud I thought: "I hope I don't do that in real too." (so I knew it was a dream but I wasn't lucid)

I was back in my apartment and calculated how much money I earned each week. It was 90 euros a week.
A few children appeared in my apartment. I noticed a girl who looked about 7 years old with short, black, frizzy hair and light brown skin. D also appeared and I knew those kids were his brothers and sisters. He told me they were going outside. He used a word I've never heard before. I talked to him about it and tried to find out the etymology of the word.

We arrived in front of a beautiful garden with lots of flowers. The colors of the flowers were mostly white, yellow and purple. I noticed many tulips. I thought D planted them but felt uncomfortable about asking him about it so I didn't. We went to the back of the garden and sat down. To my left I saw L. She looked sad and cried. I tried to comfort her but it only made her feel uncomfortable so I turned to the right where D sat. I hugged him, kissed him and couldn't keep my hands off him. He didn't respond but I didn't have any self control. I just kept kissing him and touching him all over his body.