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Hello once again all of you, wich is reading my DJ.

It starts out in my house, the landscape outside is snowy and apocalyptic like, the air is dark and so is the sky. The sun looks like it is dying in a way. I do a RC, this is where it gets weird. I realize i am dreaming, but my RC is not working. the dreamscape flickers, and i am standing in another dream, where i do a RC, it fails to. Yet, i realize i am dreaming (My RC is holding my nose and blowing, if air comes out i am dreaming, if not i am awake. I attempt it about 5 times, but i am still dreaming. In my dream i just have this feeling of being super strong. Please note, that this is one of the most vivid dreams i have ever had, everything ressembles reality, all details. Everything. i walk back inside my house, it is no longer my house, it is my old school, there are people there. It looks like a refugee. i fly up to a window, and inside there, i get attacked by this enourmous black man. i stop him like he was a fly, and i carry him to a room with other people, where i procced to break his left arm, he is in shock over how strong i am. he starts smoking some weed, ( i have never tried weed, but i want to try it in my dream ) so i take it from him, this makes him go into a tragic/Shock / rage like state, he begs me to give him his weed back, i say no. eventually i give it back to him . He tries to escape, i am also very much, faster than him. I grab him , and carry him back over my head, i tell him that he will never be able to escape me, a friend of mine got some powder like rainbow looking substance, i take some of it. and i end up with razors inside my mouth, i go and spit them out in the sink, hoping that i wont cut the inside of my mouth with them. Then i wake up.

ok where do i start off, im at a traintrack, wich is going uphill, i walk up this train track and i realize that i am dreaming, no rc, i just look around and i say to myself, this is a dream. The dreamscene changes, i am now inside this mall wich seems to be a reoccuring dreamscene in my lucid dreams, there are never alot of people in it, and im always in it at night time, this time, is no different. There are a few dream characters wich are just walking around in there, but i pay them no attention, there is one dream character tough, wich approaches me and starts talking with me, unfortunately i never seem to be good at remember converstations i have in dreams. So, im in this mall, but i decide that a trip outside it does not seem like a bad idea, now from outside, this mall, is really small, its like this small barn, so i decide i want to summon a few objects for some fighting, i say out loud, on top of this roof there is a power shield ... (I have no idea what a power shield is but the way i imagined it it was supposed to deflect any attack and shock the attacker with the same attack instead of there being anything towards me, if they hit the shield of course) When i jump up to grab my shield from atop the roof, i am dissapointed to say nonetheless, there is no shield, so i get down on the ground and i try again, this time there is a shield, i am very dissapointed with the results tough.... ( Looked somewhat like this.... ) Nonetheless it was poor and not what i wanted or what i had in mind, anyways, i grab the shield, and i decide, i need a sword to, so i say out aloud, i want the greatest sword in the entire universe, i jump up to get my sword, now, the sword do look somewhat impressive, its really long, and seems really heavy, it isnt all that heavy tough, and i lift it with ease, but, there is one problem wich seems to be getting in my way, its not at all, what i had in mind..... The sword is folded in so you have to fold it out, its also, really elastic... A part falls off, so i now have this, i dont know if i can even call it a dagger, and this, whip like thing, i throw away the ''dagger'' and pick up the whip like thing, the dream scene has changed and im now in this little room wich also appear in my dreams from time to time, its like a really small office, with one door and no windows, outside the doors its just a never ending blackness, and there is one guy in the room with me, now this means that there is nearly no space in here, he got the dagger like thing in his hand, and i got the whip... The sword/whip is cutting up my hand, and yes, it hurts, a guy enters the door and i start whipping at him, because i get a bad vibe from him, yep.... I end up hitting him, but the attack is so weak and it ends up hurting me more than it hurts him, i cut my foot with the whip when trying to cut him in pieces, ouch.... Ok, change of dream scene again, im now outside the mall like thing, the mall is now in the glory it is supposed to be, and its dawn, there is this fantastic valley infront of me, and when i say fantastic valley i mean, fantastic, absolutely amazing, one of the most beatifull things i have ever seen, its two mountains, there is snow everywhere, and in the dawning sun it looks amazing, the sky is so bluish that it looks like a roof, i look at the sun, and then i look up to the sky, its blurring a bit and looks like a roof, i say, show me something even more amazing, nothing happens. I try it again, Nothing happens, why didnt i just enjoy what i was seeing already ? I dont know, lack of lucidity probably.... Anyways.... i start to wake up, D'OH, i start jumping and spinning around really fast, in hindsigt this was just a false awakening, but i managed to keep the dreamscene nonetheless after some struggle... Now i decide, i want to get a bag wich can hold everything in it, i know what im looking for and all, but i cant seem to summon it, so, i decide i wanna get a crystal wich holds alot of magic power so i can throw fireballs and shit, i do manage to summon a crystal tough, (Quick Note: Im inside the mall for some reason at this point ) but it doesnt work, it also looks kind of destroyed, AND NOW FOR THE FUN PART OF THE LUCID DREAM there is this candy like thing, wich you cant eat, but it looks like a candy alright, it is called the creator of nightmare horrors ( Guise, i have no idea why its called that, a DC told me it was called that) now if you swipe it over a area, it paints it with a new dream scene in a way, the dream scene it paints is more darker and more ''filled with horror'' its also got a redish look, like blood in a way, i quickly get tired of playing with the thing and decide to go on a cool adventure, im tired of trying to make my bag appear, or my weapons, or my crystal or anything, so i fly out of the mall, in the distance, i can see this huge tree ( Its night time again but the sky is as clear as ever ) i decide i wanna go inside the tree, because somehow i know that this tree is in reality a house, so i fly towards it, then all of a sudden a Being wich i can desribe in no other way than made of fire and tree, a ent in a way, but it looks undead at the same time, it looks kind of awesome, it has theese horns on its skull and he smacks me down to the ground, i fly up into the air, and attempt a superman fly into him to destroy him, for some reason, i am really weak in this lucid dream and i decide that my best option is to just fly away, now the closer i come to the tree, more of theese beings appear, they seem to be of more than just that fire elemental tough, and there is a ice elemental and a stone elemental, as for now there seems to be no way for me to destroy them or fight them at all, i attempt, its a loosing battle. i even try to throw snowballs at the fire ones, with little effect tough, i try to make my crystal do something, anything... nothing, i try to create fireballs wich i can throw at the ice elementals, nothing, the beings also seem to be able to turn into trees, wich looks like the big one i am trying to reach, they still keep their skullfaces/undead faces when doing this but they seem to be able to hide them, when they do this they look completly like a huge beatiful tree, in hindsight the tree at the end was probably one of theese just bigger.
Quick note: All of this seems to have taken place in the same lucid world or dream world, i dont know why i think so but its just a feeling i got and it feelt like that... So thats that for now... Shoulda meditated in the dream...

ok where do i start off, im at a traintrack, wich is going uphill, i walk up this train track and i realize that i am dreaming, no rc, i just look around and i say to myself, this is a dream. The dreamscene changes, i am now inside this mall wich seems to be a reoccuring dreamscene in my lucid dreams, there are never alot of people in it, and im always in it at night time, this time, is no different. There are a few dream characters wich are just walking around in there, but i pay them no attention, there is one dream character tough, wich approaches me and starts talking with me, unfortunately i never seem to be good at remember converstations i have in dreams. So, im in this mall, but i decide that a trip outside it does not seem like a bad idea, now from outside, this mall, is really small, its like this small barn, so i decide i want to summon a few objects for some fighting, i say out loud, on top of this roof there is a power shield ... (I have no idea what a power shield is but the way i imagined it it was supposed to deflect any attack and shock the attacker with the same attack instead of there being anything towards me, if they hit the shield of course) When i jump up to grab my shield from atop the roof, i am dissapointed to say nonetheless, there is no shield, so i get down on the ground and i try again, this time there is a shield, i am very dissapointed with the results tough.... ( Looked somewhat like this.... ) Nonetheless it was poor and not what i wanted or what i had in mind, anyways, i grab the shield, and i decide, i need a sword to, so i say out aloud, i want the greatest sword in the entire universe, i jump up to get my sword, now, the sword do look somewhat impressive, its really long, and seems really heavy, it isnt all that heavy tough, and i lift it with ease, but, there is one problem wich seems to be getting in my way, its not at all, what i had in mind..... The sword is folded in so you have to fold it out, its also, really elastic... A part falls off, so i now have this, i dont know if i can even call it a dagger, and this, whip like thing, i throw away the ''dagger'' and pick up the whip like thing, the dream scene has changed and im now in this little room wich also appear in my dreams from time to time, its like a really small office, with one door and no windows, outside the doors its just a never ending blackness, and there is one guy in the room with me, now this means that there is nearly no space in here, he got the dagger like thing in his hand, and i got the whip... The sword/whip is cutting up my hand, and yes, it hurts, a guy enters the door and i start whipping at him, because i get a bad vibe from him, yep.... I end up hitting him, but the attack is so weak and it ends up hurting me more than it hurts him, i cut my foot with the whip when trying to cut him in pieces, ouch.... Ok, change of dream scene again, im now outside the mall like thing, the mall is now in the glory it is supposed to be, and its dawn, there is this fantastic valley infront of me, and when i say fantastic valley i mean, fantastic, absolutely amazing, one of the most beatifull things i have ever seen, its two mountains, there is snow everywhere, and in the dawning sun it looks amazing, the sky is so bluish that it looks like a roof, i look at the sun, and then i look up to the sky, its blurring a bit and looks like a roof, i say, show me something even more amazing, nothing happens. I try it again, Nothing happens, why didnt i just enjoy what i was seeing already ? I dont know, lack of lucidity probably.... Anyways.... i start to wake up, D'OH, i start jumping and spinning around really fast, in hindsigt this was just a false awakening, but i managed to keep the dreamscene nonetheless after some struggle... Now i decide, i want to get a bag wich can hold everything in it, i know what im looking for and all, but i cant seem to summon it, so, i decide i wanna get a crystal wich holds alot of magic power so i can throw fireballs and shit, i do manage to summon a crystal tough, (Quick Note: Im inside the mall for some reason at this point ) but it doesnt work, it also looks kind of destroyed, AND NOW FOR THE FUN PART OF THE LUCID DREAM there is this candy like thing, wich you cant eat, but it looks like a candy alright, it is called the creator of nightmare horrors ( Guise, i have no idea why its called that, a DC told me it was called that) now if you swipe it over a area, it paints it with a new dream scene in a way, the dream scene it paints is more darker and more ''filled with horror'' its also got a redish look, like blood in a way, i quickly get tired of playing with the thing and decide to go on a cool adventure, im tired of trying to make my bag appear, or my weapons, or my crystal or anything, so i fly out of the mall, in the distance, i can see this huge tree ( Its night time again but the sky is as clear as ever ) i decide i wanna go inside the tree, because somehow i know that this tree is in reality a house, so i fly towards it, then all of a sudden a Being wich i can desribe in no other way than made of fire and tree, a ent in a way, but it looks undead at the same time, it looks kind of awesome, it has theese horns on its skull and he smacks me down to the ground, i fly up into the air, and attempt a superman fly into him to destroy him, for some reason, i am really weak in this lucid dream and i decide that my best option is to just fly away, now the closer i come to the tree, more of theese beings appear, they seem to be of more than just that fire elemental tough, and there is a ice elemental and a stone elemental, as for now there seems to be no way for me to destroy them or fight them at all, i attempt, its a loosing battle. i even try to throw snowballs at the fire ones, with little effect tough, i try to make my crystal do something, anything... nothing, i try to create fireballs wich i can throw at the ice elementals, nothing, the beings also seem to be able to turn into trees, wich looks like the big one i am trying to reach, they still keep their skullfaces/undead faces when doing this but they seem to be able to hide them, when they do this they look completly like a huge beatiful tree, in hindsight the tree at the end was probably one of theese just bigger.
Quick note: All of this seems to have taken place in the same lucid world or dream world, i dont know why i think so but its just a feeling i got and it feelt like that... So thats that for now... Shoulda meditated in the dream...

ok where do i start off, im at a traintrack, wich is going uphill, i walk up this train track and i realize that i am dreaming, no rc, i just look around and i say to myself, this is a dream. The dreamscene changes, i am now inside this mall wich seems to be a reoccuring dreamscene in my lucid dreams, there are never alot of people in it, and im always in it at night time, this time, is no different. There are a few dream characters wich are just walking around in there, but i pay them no attention, there is one dream character tough, wich approaches me and starts talking with me, unfortunately i never seem to be good at remember converstations i have in dreams. So, im in this mall, but i decide that a trip outside it does not seem like a bad idea, now from outside, this mall, is really small, its like this small barn, so i decide i want to summon a few objects for some fighting, i say out loud, on top of this roof there is a power shield ... (I have no idea what a power shield is but the way i imagined it it was supposed to deflect any attack and shock the attacker with the same attack instead of there being anything towards me, if they hit the shield of course) When i jump up to grab my shield from atop the roof, i am dissapointed to say nonetheless, there is no shield, so i get down on the ground and i try again, this time there is a shield, i am very dissapointed with the results tough.... ( Looked somewhat like this.... ) Nonetheless it was poor and not what i wanted or what i had in mind, anyways, i grab the shield, and i decide, i need a sword to, so i say out aloud, i want the greatest sword in the entire universe, i jump up to get my sword, now, the sword do look somewhat impressive, its really long, and seems really heavy, it isnt all that heavy tough, and i lift it with ease, but, there is one problem wich seems to be getting in my way, its not at all, what i had in mind..... The sword is folded in so you have to fold it out, its also, really elastic... A part falls off, so i now have this, i dont know if i can even call it a dagger, and this, whip like thing, i throw away the ''dagger'' and pick up the whip like thing, the dream scene has changed and im now in this little room wich also appear in my dreams from time to time, its like a really small office, with one door and no windows, outside the doors its just a never ending blackness, and there is one guy in the room with me, now this means that there is nearly no space in here, he got the dagger like thing in his hand, and i got the whip... The sword/whip is cutting up my hand, and yes, it hurts, a guy enters the door and i start whipping at him, because i get a bad vibe from him, yep.... I end up hitting him, but the attack is so weak and it ends up hurting me more than it hurts him, i cut my foot with the whip when trying to cut him in pieces, ouch.... Ok, change of dream scene again, im now outside the mall like thing, the mall is now in the glory it is supposed to be, and its dawn, there is this fantastic valley infront of me, and when i say fantastic valley i mean, fantastic, absolutely amazing, one of the most beatifull things i have ever seen, its two mountains, there is snow everywhere, and in the dawning sun it looks amazing, the sky is so bluish that it looks like a roof, i look at the sun, and then i look up to the sky, its blurring a bit and looks like a roof, i say, show me something even more amazing, nothing happens. I try it again, Nothing happens, why didnt i just enjoy what i was seeing already ? I dont know, lack of lucidity probably.... Anyways.... i start to wake up, D'OH, i start jumping and spinning around really fast, in hindsigt this was just a false awakening, but i managed to keep the dreamscene nonetheless after some struggle... Now i decide, i want to get a bag wich can hold everything in it, i know what im looking for and all, but i cant seem to summon it, so, i decide i wanna get a crystal wich holds alot of magic power so i can throw fireballs and shit, i do manage to summon a crystal tough, (Quick Note: Im inside the mall for some reason at this point ) but it doesnt work, it also looks kind of destroyed, AND NOW FOR THE FUN PART OF THE LUCID DREAM there is this candy like thing, wich you cant eat, but it looks like a candy alright, it is called the creator of nightmare horrors ( Guise, i have no idea why its called that, a DC told me it was called that) now if you swipe it over a area, it paints it with a new dream scene in a way, the dream scene it paints is more darker and more ''filled with horror'' its also got a redish look, like blood in a way, i quickly get tired of playing with the thing and decide to go on a cool adventure, im tired of trying to make my bag appear, or my weapons, or my crystal or anything, so i fly out of the mall, in the distance, i can see this huge tree ( Its night time again but the sky is as clear as ever ) i decide i wanna go inside the tree, because somehow i know that this tree is in reality a house, so i fly towards it, then all of a sudden a Being wich i can desribe in no other way than made of fire and tree, a ent in a way, but it looks undead at the same time, it looks kind of awesome, it has theese horns on its skull and he smacks me down to the ground, i fly up into the air, and attempt a superman fly into him to destroy him, for some reason, i am really weak in this lucid dream and i decide that my best option is to just fly away, now the closer i come to the tree, more of theese beings appear, they seem to be of more than just that fire elemental tough, and there is a ice elemental and a stone elemental, as for now there seems to be no way for me to destroy them or fight them at all, i attempt, its a loosing battle. i even try to throw snowballs at the fire ones, with little effect tough, i try to make my crystal do something, anything... nothing, i try to create fireballs wich i can throw at the ice elementals, nothing, the beings also seem to be able to turn into trees, wich looks like the big one i am trying to reach, they still keep their skullfaces/undead faces when doing this but they seem to be able to hide them, when they do this they look completly like a huge beatiful tree, in hindsight the tree at the end was probably one of theese just bigger.
Quick note: All of this seems to have taken place in the same lucid world or dream world, i dont know why i think so but its just a feeling i got and it feelt like that... So thats that for now... Shoulda meditated in the dream...

So i am in this weird world, i realise, just all of a sudden, that i am dreaming, no RC not anything, i do a RC after this to confirm it tough, but thats it, then i fly for a little while, with little control, as im not fully lucid about 80% but i decide to try something new, i decide, to try meditating in my dream, so i do, i sit down on the ground, and all of a sudden, there is this beatiful lady right next to me, saying that she is removing her bra, she is naked, horny, and wet, she wants to take me on a adventure, i ignore her, and keep on meditating, i do meditate for only about, 20 drags of air, i really get that air into me (Zen meditation) then i open my eyes, the colours, are brighter than ever before, the details, of everything, is so, so much better, the sun is shinning stronger than ever before, i can feel the warmth of the sun, it is so vivid, i then have an false awakening, but i realize it, the second it happens, i got full control of everything, well nearly everything, i dont think i have been this aware in a dream before, i can tell everything that is happening, altough i cannot go through objects, wich is rare for me, i can remove the object at a whim with my super strenght, i am superman at this point, i go out my window, and i fly, faster than what i have ever been able to fly before, its impressive, i fly a little round, before i get involved in this storyline kind of thing, it isnt the funnest one i have been a part of, but its in great detail and it looks real, im also able to use telekinesis, there is this huge ice giant wich seems to be the master of a tribe, wich challenges me, i just lift him up with one arm and show him who the motherfucking BOSS is. i then try to experiment with making people appear right around corners, altough i cant make the exact people wich i want appear around at the exact corners, people appear, wich are supposed to be the people i wanted to appear, they dont really look the same, not all of them atleast, i think im blocking myself from making the right peopel appear, i keep this on for a little while, then i go back to the tribe, at this point i just fight of some of theese tribe people, with all ease, i then think i loose the fact that i am lucid dreaming, but the thing is, this dream keeps on going, and i mean, it keeps on going for 3 hours(i do realize that i cant tell this for certain but this is what i would say it was, and that is after i tought through my entire dream), wich is most likely the longest dream i have ever had, i will experiment more with meditation in a dream.

-Vavanar