lucid

Before bed.
I smoked a lot. ( I had taken a smoke break for at least a month,
surprisingly didn't do much for my dream recall. ) I had some milk.
I woke up at 6 a.m. as usual. I went to the bathroom, played on my
phone and talked to some early bird/night owl friends for a half hour or so.
Fell back asleep. I think this is what did the trick.

I had a lucid dream the other night, it was one of the most
LDs I've had since my first one, almost two years ago. I ended up having another LD last night.

The recall is a bit hazy compared to my usual dream recall for LDs.
I know it started as a non-lucid dream. I was in a bedroom, that was my bedroom.
I felt like a child again. All the things in the room were coming to life, personifying.
( It all reminds me of Beauty and the Beast, looking back. )
Nothing too scary, I was having friendly conversations. I remember looking down at my end table,
and it started growing and transforming into a T-Rex. I got a feeling of anxiety, I knew it was going
to become a nightmare. I became lucid at that moment, as I often do. I sort of changed the direction
of the dream to be a bit more lighthearted. I remember looking at a toy or something that had personified
in a friendly way. I asked it why I was afraid of the dinosaur. The toy grabbed a book and opened it up,
there were a bunch of scribbles and writings that almost looked like journal entries of my own hand writing.
I remember reading some of it, but can't remember what it said. Some of it I couldn't even decipher.

I looked to another personified object, and I asked it what my biggest fear was.
Hand written words started appearing on the wall in the same sort of journal entry look. Again,
I couldn't really decipher them and even the ones I could, I can't remember.

When I asked these questions in my dream, I felt a sense of anxiety. As if my inner self wasn't ready to ask/hear the answers to questions like that? I've been going through some hard times, both with myself and relationships.
My boyfriend of a few years just moved out yesterday, then I had this dream. I was excited that I even remembered
to ask myself these sort of deep questions while lucid. I usual always forget.