dream fragment

Haven't posted in awhile. First came a few dreams in a row that were abnormally personal. Then came a complete lapse in recall that was days long. Trying to get recall back up in the next few weeks.

Wednesday, July 20th

Fragments

There are 2 moments I remember from last night, both in the same dream. The first is being in a restaurant with a group of people. I don’t remember who they are. We are in a booth in the middle section of the place, behind me is a very nice dining room that is lit more dimly, has a carpet and nice tablecloths. From my perspective I can’t tell what the other room looks like but I know there is one opposite the dining room. Someone I’m with asks a passing waiter where the bathroom is. I blurt out “in the dining room,” but the waiter simultaneously is saying that there’s one in this middle section, the very room we’re in. One personal lesson for this dream – stop answering questions directed at other people!
The other fragment is being in the upstairs bathroom of the house I grew up in. My mother is trying to get in and use the bathroom but I’m taking a long time. This is because I am cooking refried beans in the sink and then covering the inside of it with a layer of black paint. However, I am trying to get the paint back off before I let her enter. This is proving difficult as the paint has mostly dried on.

Wednesday, July 13th

I. Apocryphal

I remember little about this dream but the theme seemed to be that I was attempting to separate my apocryphal beliefs and also the ideas that I've absorbed from others from the "real" ones.

The only events I remember are seeing D.N at my house on his way to class, looking extremely intoxicated. This happened twice.
There were also two fireworks displays I was at.

Monday, July 11th

This is what my notebook said when I woke up. Couldn't connect it to images though...

"Dystopia. Every movement causes suspicions in others. Intersection. Meeting them somewhere I get in a car with a family. They turn around at the stoplight and I'm just sitting there."

Friday, July 8th

I. Music Dream Fragment

I dreamt of playing music again, it may have been another theater type thing. All I remember about the performance is the act of playing itself. I am backstage and changing clothes for some reason. My nudity feels weird and somebody comes in the door behind me causing me to cover myself with some large medieval looking fur. A.J.R comes in and congratulates E.G. Either part or all of the dream took place in a castle or mansion of some kind, I remember large and decorated hallways.

I need to get my recall back up.

I was at my old high school. Somebody else told me C.H was drunk, we were somewhere else at night.

Stayed half awake for way too long.

Friday, July 1st

There was an airport.

Friday, June 24th

I. Vertigo

I remember little about last night. The first is that there is a dream that S.A is in; that is all I know for sure though.

The other is that I spend quite some time having a conversation with 3 or 4 other people (whose identities I don’t remember) while we are all perched on a very high place. There was a central column where everyone except for me sits comfortably in chairs. Around that column is a gigantic drop, how far I do not know because I do not remember looking down. Around that is a wall that had beige vinyl siding like a house with a railing on top. I am precariously perched either on the railing, or a few times I even remember hanging by the edge of a wall, trying to keep on the conversation but at the same time wondering how it was possible to make it down from there unharmed.

We talk about many interesting things, the only one I remember though is the telepathic powers of animals, their abilities to communicate wordlessly and how they can read people.

Thinking about this dream makes me realize this is a somewhat common occurrence in my dreams, I have somehow gotten to an impossibly high place with no way of getting down from it. This is not an altogether pleasant feeling.