My warped reality

[mark]

DREAMS FOR 29 FEBRUARY 2008 Well last night I took some B6 for the first time in about 2 month and wow were my dreams vivid. Plus my RCing seems to seriously be paying off, I had a great lucid last night to Complaining Customer I am at work and sitting at the desk, I find out one of my colleagues have just won the lottery and are now a multi millionaire. The phone rings and I answer, its a customer kicking off about something to do with a dead bug being in her apartment. I yawn massively because I am bored of her bitching on to me There is other stuff in here but I cant read it, something about St.Grey? and a time squad Fragment I am on my way to a pub but I am scarred of a group of Harry Krishna type people. The Vote/ WTF Is Going On I am a little annoyed that I never RCed in this dream, there are so many dream signs I am trying to make a political vote on line but before I can qualify to make a vote I have to play Zelda and beat some monsters, The first vote is to determine who we think would be the best prime minister. In order to vote for this I have to beat a strange creature by directing walking bombs to it but its so hard so I give up. I try again for a different vote this time to decide if labor or the Conservatives are the best. In this game I have to attack a wall a certain number of times. I manage to do this and I vote for the conservatives. I stop playing and check the time which is 4.35pm but for some reason I check again and its now 1.30am! shit! I am gonna be dead for work now. I decide to get my stuff sorted now so in the morning I dont have to walk around. I cant find my money or my phone! dam it so I go looking for them, in the front room I see 2 cigarettes on my mums leather sofa and I pick them off. I am pissed off at this and I yell at my Aunty Lorraine "for fuck sake! thats a three grand sofa and if you want to smoke go out side to do it!" and she pulls a strange face. I go to the bathroom but the toilet has gone! now I am seriously confused and head back to my room were I find my phone and money. My phone rings but the touch screen is not working so I cant answer it! now I am seriously concerned I am going insane. I really need the toilet so I head back to the bathroom and notice a extra set of stairs, confused I head up them to explore and see that it is a extension to the house that my parents must have built. I see there is a huge spice rack and I start eating raisins. I notice 3 Asian girls standing there, clearly we have adopted them and I wounder if it would be weird if I came onto them lol Deep Sea Battles I am part of some kind of space battle but it is taking place underwater and a ship has been destroyed and is lying in a crater on the ocean floor. Suddenly a rope shoots out of the wreckage and wraps around me and starts electrocuting me (like the things from Jumper). Suddenly a ship comes over a underwater cliff and fires a missile into the wreckage. FA - Lucid I wake up in bed and I am thinking over the dream I just had so I can take some notes on it. I automatically DO a RC Shit! I say as I realize I am still dreaming. For a second things go dark and I get that tired feeling again (I seem to get this when I am lying down in dreams) I force my self to get up and stand on the window sill. I am very aware of the fact that I am completely naked standing in front of the window but I put that thought aside as I pass through the window out into the street I fly forward and up over the house across the street and as I do so I pass from shadow into the sun, its so warm and feels great. I see for miles around, there are no clouds in the sky its just a pale blue colour and all the roofs gleam in the sun and it is beautiful. I fly fast and high above the street admiring all the homes and the sea in the distance and how real every thing is. Until I come to what looks like a holiday resort, there are loads of people walking around in shorts and T-Shirts and I land in the middle of the street. There are certain things I wish to do and first on my list is a the Mobius Continuum (for those who dont know its from a book and is a place which has no dimensions, it is nowhere or when and all time and all places all together. The main character uses it to move instantly round to different places) I start the Mathematics rolling across my vision and watch them mutating to stuff I could never comprehend until they fill my whole vision with white numbers and symbols. Then I freeze them and try to force a doorway to appear but it does not work and so I move on. I try to make a Nuclear explosion from my hands in the way Sylar from heroes does , so I concentrate onto my hand until I get that tingly feeling then I clench my fist and release a small but very bright mini explosion. Thrilled I managed to do this I cup both my hands together and concentrate once more but putting as much effort in as possible. Then I release the pent up energy. My view shift to 3rd person and I see the brightest flash I have ever seen, everything else is blacked out. Then I see the mushroom cloud take shape and the darkness slowly recedes as everything comes back into vision. My view switches back to normal and I cant see because things are still so bright! and I fly away as fast as I can crashing through walls in houses and flying out the other side so fast its almost a blur. (I never actually hit the walls which crumble before I touched them) After a while I stop flying and realize I am in a run down council estate with loads of high rise buildings all around. I run up the side of the building and begging leaping from rooftop to rooftop RC Update I am getting better at RCing in front of family now, so hopefully my lucids will come thick and fast

[mark]

REVIEW FOR FEB 08 total normal drams - 61 total lucids - 5 Well this is my worst totals since I started here it has been a rough month for dreams. I managed to get the Basic task done twice As for lucids lol well I had 3 in the last week so it really has been bad. On a massive positive note I eventually got my arse in gear and started RCing loads which so far has worked out a treat. Goals for March I will continue my RCing. I need to get my lucidity back up to scratch before doing anything else

[Sanquis]

"but before I can qualify to make a vote I have to play Zelda and beat some monsters" ROFL nice test "roofs gleam in the sun and it is beautiful" awwww "Then I release the pent up energy. "My view shift to 3rd person and I see the brightest flash I have ever seen, everything else is blacked out. Then I see the mushroom cloud take shape and the darkness slowly recedes as everything comes back into vision. My view switches back to normal and I cant see because things are still so bright!" Omg you're EVIL Reminds me of the nuke mod in Garry's Mod for HL2 :/

[mark]

Hey man, welcome to my DJ "but before I can qualify to make a vote I have to play Zelda and beat some monsters" ROFL nice test he he yeah it would have been nice, thing is though I kept repeating it over and over again trying to get it done but I kept dying lol I was fairly annoyed by the end ha ha "Then I release the pent up energy. "My view shift to 3rd person and I see the brightest flash I have ever seen, everything else is blacked out. Then I see the mushroom cloud take shape and the darkness slowly recedes as everything comes back into vision. My view switches back to normal and I cant see because things are still so bright!" Omg you're EVIL Reminds me of the nuke mod in Garry's Mod for HL2 :/ ha ha yep I have never played any of the half life games, are they any good?

[Moonbeam]

The Vote/ WTF Is Going On I am a little annoyed that I never RCed in this dream, there are so many dream signs Mark that dream is so hilarious; you are right, it's one dream sign after another--especially the ending! Not one but three asian girls! That's OK, it was just getting you ready for the great lucid! I try to make a Nuclear explosion from my hands in the way Sylar from heroes does , so I concentrate onto my hand until I get that tingly feeling then I clench my fist and release a small but very bright mini explosion. Thrilled I managed to do this I cup both my hands together and concentrate once more but putting as much effort in as possible. Then I release the pent up energy. Cool! I had a lucid last night too, and it was inspired by Heroes! I didn't have time to write it earlier but I will now (if I can find my dream journal, it's probably buried.)

[raklet]

I notice 3 Asian girls standing there, clearly we have adopted them and I wounder if it would be weird if I came onto them lol Is it incest if they are not blood relation? As for the rest of the dream - awesome. I really liked the flying around, trying to conjure a mobius continuum (shame about that - it would have been really cool), and the nuclear explosion was very cool as well.

[Caradon]

Awesome job mark. That was a really fun one! I'm happy for you. It looks like the RC plan is working. I hope you keep them coming!

[Sara]

ha ha yeah "flying man.....whoosh" lol with the funny hand movement lol that was funny As in: http://nl.youtube.com/watch?v=E7NQ3lN_8ic Well last night I took some B6 for the first time in about 2 month and wow were my dreams vivid. Plus my RCing seems to seriously be paying off, I had a great lucid last night to Wow, that B6 really seems to work! I am at work and sitting at the desk, I find out one of my colleagues have just won the lottery and are now a multi millionaire. The phone rings and I answer, its a customer kicking off about something to do with a dead bug being in her apartment. Argh, isn't that annoying, having to do the same boring work in your dreams as well... I am trying to make a political vote on line but before I can qualify to make a vote I have to play Zelda and beat some monsters, The first vote is to determine who we think would be the best prime minister. In order to vote for this I have to beat a strange creature by directing walking bombs to it but its so hard so I give up. Haha, that's a strange way of influencing democracy (just read about the elections in Russia, where the voting isn't very fair as well) I stop playing and check the time which is 4.35pm but for some reason I check again and its now 1.30am! Dammit, you even DID an RC there! I go to the bathroom but the toilet has gone! now I am seriously confused and head back to my room were I find my phone and money. My phone rings but the touch screen is not working so I cant answer it! now I am seriously concerned I am going insane. Sign 2 and 3 (or was it 5 already ) I notice 3 Asian girls standing there, clearly we have adopted them and I wounder if it would be weird if I came onto them lol Ehmmm... never mind I wake up in bed and I am thinking over the dream I just had so I can take some notes on it. I automatically DO a RC Shit! I say as I realize I am still dreaming. For a second things go dark and I get that tired feeling again (I seem to get this when I am lying down in dreams) I force my self to get up and stand on the window sill. Oh, I have that as well! Not the tired feeling, but going dark as soon as I realise I'm lucid. And I always go for the window as well I am very aware of the fact that I am completely naked standing in front of the window but I put that thought aside as I pass through the window out into the street I fly forward and up over the house across the street and as I do so I pass from shadow into the sun, its so warm and feels great. Hehe, flying streaker I see for miles around, there are no clouds in the sky its just a pale blue colour and all the roofs gleam in the sun and it is beautiful. That sounds beautiful! I read the sky can be very nice in lucids, but I've never paid much attention to it. There are certain things I wish to do and first on my list is a the Mobius Continuum (for those who dont know its from a book and is a place which has no dimensions, it is nowhere or when and all time and all places all together. The main character uses it to move instantly round to different places) I start the Mathematics rolling across my vision and watch them mutating to stuff I could never comprehend until they fill my whole vision with white numbers and symbols. Then I freeze them and try to force a doorway to appear but it does not work and so I move on. Sounds interesting! In what book is that?? I try to make a Nuclear explosion from my hands in the way Sylar from heroes[/COLOR] does [COLOR=RoyalBlue], so I concentrate onto my hand until I get that tingly feeling then I clench my fist and release a small but very bright mini explosion. Thrilled I managed to do this I cup both my hands together and concentrate once more but putting as much effort in as possible. Then I release the pent up energy. Wheeew, that sounds cool! .. -BOOM- .. My view shift to 3rd person and I see the brightest flash I have ever seen, everything else is blacked out. Then I see the mushroom cloud take shape and the darkness slowly recedes as everything comes back into vision. My view switches back to normal and I cant see because things are still so bright! and I fly away as fast as I can crashing through walls in houses and flying out the other side so fast its almost a blur. (I never actually hit the walls which crumble before I touched them) I think this might actually count as the basic TOTM: proving that you're indestructible. Great dreams Mark! Oh, and for all Sylar/Peter fans: a great Youtube compilation of their battles: http://nl.youtube.com/watch?v=QPOJWpiYHUs (it's all from Season 1)

[mark]

Mark that dream is so hilarious; you are right, it's one dream sign after another--especially the ending! Not one but three asian girls! That's OK, it was just getting you ready for the great lucid! he he yeah it was mad! so stupid for not even recognizing it or doing a RC lol Cool! I had a lucid last night too, and it was inspired by Heroes! I didn't have time to write it earlier but I will now (if I can find my dream journal, it's probably buried.) yeah these things get buried really really fast now Junkie! he he ....busted Hey, they're my notes not yours really?? wow maybe thats were I got them from lol I couldnt for the life of me think what they were That'll be your head you're exploring if it's the top floor. LOL indeed. So that was what was in your head ha ha ha yeah my consciousness is occupied by food and sexy Asian girls ha ha My WILD attempts have been a joke. I just fall sleep. ah mate! WILDS are so difficult! I to struggle with them Is it incest if they are not blood relation? As for the rest of the dream - awesome. I really liked the flying around, trying to conjure a mobius continuum (shame about that - it would have been really cool), and the nuclear explosion was very cool as well. well in the dream they were freshly adopted so it wasnt like I had been caring for them.....I am trying to justify this....err....im struggling ha ha Awesome job mark. That was a really fun one! I'm happy for you. It looks like the RC plan is working. I hope you keep them coming! cheers mate! I to hope I can keep them coming

[Burned up]

Is it incest if they are not blood relation? IIRC Woody Allen married/partnered his adoptive daughter. No, not incest in the genetic sense (where the moral code probably has its roots before we knew about genetics) but to me it evokes similar feelings. You bring someone up, care for them, protect them etc then have a physical relationship with them.

[Sara]

Happy birthday Mark!!!

[mark]

As in: http://nl.youtube.com/watch?v=E7NQ3lN_8ic yes lol thats the one he he I love that clip Wow, that B6 really seems to work! sometimes it does sometimes it does not, I think it is dependant on other factors but I am not sure what they are yet Haha, that's a strange way of influencing democracy (just read about the elections in Russia, where the voting isn't very fair as well) yeah its mad! I have just caught bits and pieces of it but I am not really sure what is going on there. Dammit, you even DID an RC there! Sign 2 and 3 (or was it 5 already ) ha ha that dream was full of RC's and dream signs I guess it shows how stupid my sleeping mind really is lol Ehmmm... never mind ....I dunno what to say ha ha Hehe, flying streaker ha yeah for a moment when I was standing on the windowsill I was struck by sheer panic when I realised my tackle was on display lol That sounds beautiful! I read the sky can be very nice in lucids, but I've never paid much attention to it. yes the sky is def one of my fav things to admire, in real life I love to watch sunsets and stuff I think they are breathtaking Sounds interesting! In what book is that?? ah lol its from Necroscope ha ha .. -BOOM- .. I think this might actually count as the basic TOTM: proving that you're indestructible. BOOM Indeed (that has got to be the best line in the whole series by the way ) really do you think that counts? I may post in in the TOTM thread then IIRC Woody Allen married/partnered his adoptive daughter. yeah it was a strange moment that. I wounder if it was not sexual but something to do with that closeness Happy birthday Mark!!! Cheers Sara

[mark]

DREAMS FOR 01 MARCH 2008 Well I am a little bit annoyed, I was planning on updating yesterday but I couldnt cos my brothers stupid new girlfriend was asleep in the room with my PC in it ALL day and so my memory of my dreams is very vague which is annoying Fragments From Notes - Room with loads of people in it, huge Crow flying around Fragment -Chavs I am in a large room which is situated in a Metro station. I am trying to defend the place from a group of stupid chavs who are all dressed in striped track suits and caps. Volcano, Harry Keogh, and The Wamphyri Shape shifter slightly confusing this one There is a volcano erupting on a distant planet, the population has asked the federation for help but they say that they cant interfere with primitive societies.... ...In a bedroom Harry sits with his girlfriend, he is asking her to help with the problem of the volcano erupting (which is now in the nearby city) They have a huge argument because she cant help and she walks away from him and storms out the room. Harry Mobius jumps to a nearby platform floating on the river, the sky is filled with ash and a eerie orange glow. Looking into the distance he sees the volcano and the lava burning the streets and houses. He debates on trying to use the mobius continuum to help people but cant think of a way how to do that..... ... The girl is standing there on the same platform but sometime later, she has to make a choice obey her master or help Harry, she chooses the latter. She forms her metamorphic vampire flesh into a vast sheet and camofluges herself with the surface of the river. She slowly flows over the surface completely unseen by everyone but her master. He uses TK to drown and rip her apart in the river which slowly turns multi colored from her blood?

[mark]

DREAMS FOR 02 MARCH 2008 Didnt sleep to well last night, only recalled on dream which was incredibly vivid until my alarm went off and I lost most of the details ha ha Hero There is a press report in the newspaper which is giving evidence in a list that I (or as it read my full name) exists, which I think is a little strange but I throw the paper away and walk down the street. I come across a house were I hear a woman shouting for help, I approach her and ask her what has happened. apparently there is a volcano erupting inside the house and her husband is trapped inside! I run into the house and up the elevator and enter into the shell of a wooden house, there is lava pouring into the room from a hole in the ceiling. It is burning everything, walls which quickly reduce to gaping holes in the structure, furniture which is burning furiously! (the only thing which is not burning is the wooden floor strangely enough) I hear someone moaning and I run over and pick up the old man, take him down the elevator to his wife who cuddles and kisses his head "thank, oh thank you so much young man!" she says and I feel delighted I helped these people and for a moment I feel like a hero. RC Update I bit poor today, I have spent the day frantically answering calls at work so I have not had much time to RC I havent really seen and family today except from mum this morning where I did manage a discrete RC. I didnt see to many nice girls today so on that front RCs have suffered