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5-4-06 I'm at the grocery store (Albertson's) for some reason (IDR) with mom I'm at the exit I'm taking a Russian test I'm with a group of people, including Aquanina Then we're outside I'm with The Blue Meanie Something about ninjas

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5-5-06 Something involving swords, probably pirate-ish ---due to watching One Piece

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5-7-06 Something involving going/running down this street shooting bad guys I run out of ammo but I'm still firing I'm trying to protect people ---It's kind of like a video game Then - explicit content, luckily mostly unsuccessful Something shifted in the dream I wake up

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5-8-06 I'm walking around Missoula -Recordings (1 - controlled, 2 - not) Something about Jack Black and someone/somthing else I don't remember what I was writing there.

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5-9-06 I'm in the woods with this group of people We come across this house - we're suddenly inside Then we split up ---each of us is in a military-ish uniform with equipment I wander up these streets I come across a person ---they're acting strange I know that he's some kind of convert ---I know it's done by some kind of chemical, so I try to avoid it I find another guy from my team We try to restore the converts ---we wait for them to come to us Dream shifts and we're outside I'm hiking with a group of people Then we're in a canoe ---something had happened to our previous leaer ---another guy is chosen by the teacher to be leader The guy is fairly incompetent and can't/won't row ---he had me facing backwards (or he was, IDR) I grab the (kayak) oar and start paddling The others see that I know what I'm doing ---they choose me to be the leader Then we're on land again

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5-10-06 Professor A has this portable office/lounge and brings it outside between Knowells and the LC A guest band is coming in They're in something like my tama table ---I have to set it up ---pitch adjusted by moving pieces Prof A rolls lounge closer ---I tell people what it is Then I'm in the LC I'm with a group of exchange students in the CCS Then I'm in the lobby of the LC (by Admissions) ---something about nesgirl I'm walking by the Food Zoo ---There's a long line of people Looking inside, a huge guest group is in there I go to the CCS and there's also a ton of people in there ---it's a lot larger than IRL Prof A had also been setting up new shelves ---I help <!--sizeo:1--><span style="font-size:8pt;line-height:100%"><!--/sizeo-->There was also explicit content<!--sizec--></span><!--/sizec-->

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5-12-06 (written 5-14-06) All I recall is I was with M.Mck... Something wierd was going on I asked her if we were in agreement that this was a dream Unfortunately I think I wake up, may have been an FA

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5-16-06 I'm moving out of my dorm room (which is in a wierd place) Betsy is helping me We're waiting for something Something about a co-ed bathroom; I'm not comfortable with it Mom and I wander around I'm having trouble transporting my plants (2 cacti and 1 bamboo) ---I finally carry them out, but find out later that I only have one and that the other I'm carrying is fake Then we board this plane which is actually inflatable There are aliens taking people ---I find they're mainly taking "dark men" -----for some reason I think of Oneironaut Dream shifts and we're inside of the plane, hoping the aliens don't attack

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5-17-06 There's this class or concert (IDR) I'm in a room ---something to do with a big guy I'm leaving the middle school The secretary comes up to me; I stand in a corner Then I'm in another room Something about it being on fire I use a fire extinguisher (1 of 2) The fire goes off There had been no alarm Soemthing about a door Dream shifts to the main character being a young girl There is this contest against this evil woman ---Both are trying to get across this pool to the other end of the room Then there's a boy and girl One of them is getting caught and the other goes back to save them even though they could have won Someone (reminiscent of a former DC) begins to erect a barrier of plants in front of the pool The evil woman screams and can't get across it I say it will bar her from ever taking over The dream shifts The woman is now making it across There's a more powerful person somewhere else that's helping her I wake up

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5-18-06 (note: WBTB until 4am) There is some contest having to do with ninjas My team wins but we have to go back and fix a few things anyway (IDR) One lady in particular is very happy (7am) I'm somewhere at UM It's the last day of school and I'm buying supplies The store closes but I'm still inside I'll leave soon I see another guy who is part of a group/club that I'm in I'm in this hotel room/apartment There's going to be a family reunion My mom is going around suggesting what I should wear I walk between the rooms The relatives arrive There's a room where there's food but I have to wait in like ---I get in

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5-19-06 I'm in Missoula by the Ad. Ctr. Something about Judo, a belt, thedojo There's a girl Her (fast) father tries not to act bitter Something about finals I'm in this large room with a lot of seats I'm asked to grade some of the Spanish finals by Prof. M(?) I've got one test "seat" (not sure what I meant when I wrote that) I start to sing a song Everyone's listening I sing it beautifully and finish it Something about another seat in front There's a german guy who probably wants me to move I answer in Russian I go to the other side of the room/hall Spanish professor asks if I saw Prof. M --I didn't I grab tests and walk downstairsto another room There are people/friends there They're playing this game A new lady enters We're mistrustful of her The game continues Something about headphones and then rubber bnds She walks out I follow her back into the large testing room She's helping J There's a girl She stops when I enter Something about Doritos Something about tests I wake up I'm in an auditorium I'm fighting this guy He ends up being immortal We're fighting with swords I cut off his head/neck The sword is dull Something about the guy's body There's a box of tapes I dispatch the guy The tapes are evil I cut the tapes using a knife The immortal BG is still laughing at me The tapes become harder to cut, like they've turned to wire *Dream shifts I'm driving in Montana's L road, There's a theme park It's closed Something about the police My dad is okay My brother is not seen I wake up.

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5-20-06 <span style="color:violet">Lucid dream</span> Things being shifted Going to military place Restaurant, stuff, moving Something about an airplane Something about the bathroom There is a pregnant lady Something about a book Dream shifts I'm walking along a highway <span style="color:violet">I become lucid - I don't know what triggered the idea, but I jumped into the air, trying to fly, and floated for a short time Alone, I call out for J ---He doesn't come, but I didn't really think he would, so I don't blame him I lose lucidity</span> <span style="color:blue">Note: upon becoming lucid, everything had gone dark, as always happens when I become lucid. I stabalized the dream by focusing on my (standing) dream body. However, after returning to the dream, everything went funky. The environment started shifting as if I was drunk or something. I compare it to Max Payne when he's been drugged.</span>

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5-23-06 A leech attatched itself to me They're hard to get rid of ---I grab it and pull it off It sticks to my hand I finally get it off (IDR exactly what I did) I'm starting out at school (Bozeman?) I'm in my new dorm room We have to drive a ways away in order to get to the class rooms I'm late and lost (I don't have a schedule) I know I have to get to choir I go downstairs There's this orientation, but I know I'm not a part of it

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5-24-06 I'm at school My dormitory is on this cliff I move out of the dorm room and take all my stuff in one load (yah, right) The cliff falls and I watch *The dream repeats itself I have a lot of stuff I'm throwing together The cliff doesn't fall before I wake up I'm in another dorm room There are two beds Me and my sister are there We're moving out My mom arrives My brother Bl comes to help out (but isn't very helpful) --he's playing a game I have to clean up the room It's now more of an apartment than a dorm room I'm checking all the shelves for anything I might have left in them There are men in there repairing/cleaning(?) I'm wearing a skirt I look in a cupboard in the kitchen and see wine glasses --some still have wine in them; some are cracked Then I'm in the living room There's a TV and keyboard in a cabinet and drawer I find a pair of goggles I wonder why we never used the TV (I think there's also a game console there, hence the keyboard) ---When sister is there, I remind her to use up the rest of her meal plan ---I'm also listening to music (IDR what)

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5-25-06 1. I'm chasing a "convict" on the Columbia He's innocent I enter this restaurant I attract attention I'm walking around this hill 2. I'm in a dorm room getting ready for something There are ECHO people I leave (I think) It's raining ---I'm wearing a white shirt (nothing happens) I'm late for Russian class I've forgotten all of my Russian stuff (notes, etc.) 3. I'm at the ocean I'm in this building, in the dressing room Something about rafts Something about kites ("into air... into ocean&quot They return We need larger kites (for some reason) I partner with a lady She owns the equipment

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5-30-06 I'm playing a game --there's an enemy on the other side of a bridge I'm then in the game --I take out the enemy I go up to the entrance/door Then I'm in a large room --It's like a dept. store(?) --It resembles a jungle scene + play place A bad guy is upset (IDR why) He can't stop me (IDR what happened) Then I'm with other people (mom?) We're re-entering this city of Talented people We check in at the gate A lady at the gate reminds us we can only leave/enter twice per day --we're surprised There was also some stuff at UM

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5-31-06 I'm in this room People leave Something about a trampoline --I'm flipping around on it Something about an elevator I'm in a hotel There's a speaker I'm walking to the back of the room I've misplaced my DVD case (the silver one) ---Most of the people there have the same case -----(I should have figured out I was dreaming, but oh well) Soething about a guy, Adam (IDR which one) I use the bathroom (something about my mom) &quot;Logs &amp; kid&quot; They're talking about the dark side of the Force There's a girl and me I become a Jedi trainee --(I now have Talents) These two guys teach me I have to go back to my hotel room I'm looking for some clothes I'm late in meeting my teachers (by an hour and a half) I run back down to the room --I don't know it at first but they've set up a test for me (inside the hotel) I do okay I try to go up these stairs T.M. is up at the top I stop The Jedis rejoin me I go off to dinner There's a second test (IDR) I'm ready for it ...but I wake up. <span style="color:green">I really liked that dream!</span>

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6-3-06 The first dream had been influenced by watching Tomb Raider I'm rushing around for some reason Then, I'm painting There are two others with me (a guy and girl), the guy is also painting I have a small pallet of paints I start on a small white canvas Eventually, it ends up being a lot darker than I had intended --at one point I see this demonic image in one of them Then the 2nd canvas (which was previously the pallet) is very dark --then it's black --I think about using white paint to make it look like waves Then these people come in One guy is a high-ranking military official I dn't want to fight He goes away

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6-4-06 I'm back at school (.....AGAIN! WHY?!?) ---I remember thinking the summer went by really fast I'm going into a "pod" with a friend and another girl (paralleling real life) I arrive I go into this comp lab and log onto DV (IDR what I was doing on it) Then I'm late I'm in room #20 in that dormitory, on the first floor --It takes me a little bit to find it There are Christmas decorations all over the door --I'm kind of nervous about the 3rd roommate I walk inside Instead of the 3 bedrooms (like IRL), there's one room with three beds/cots and two closet-ish areas --those are already full The empty bed I know is mine... obviously. --I end up sleeping in a different bed than the one that was unoccupied I go to sleep (I can't figure out what I wrote ther... Grr.).. OH! I think that I need to print out my class schedule. I realize that I had already done so --My first class was scheduled for 6:45am It's now morning I go to the front desk Something about the RA There's also a woman there's who's kind of in charge of the whole dorm Something about a "sherrif" and sin Then I'm outside I walk over to this diner-ish place where we have our meals on campus (not like IRL) I'm waiting in this line for food that I've ordered The line ends up winding into a cave There are terrorists and they run into something The tunnel entrance collapses Me and some others are by a capsule with weapons in it The bad guys are coming for it The "sherrif" has us hand over anything darwin-ish (don't know what brought that on) There are explosives There's a purple and black CD case with a CD player inside The case is considered "darwin-ish" so I give up the case after taking out the CD player. I wake up.

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I've had other dreams lately (obviously) but just haven't gotten around to typing them up. <span style="color:violet">6-11-06</span> I managed to have another LD last night, but on a scale of 1-10 it rated about a 2. I knew that I was dreaming, but I was expecting the blackness that usually comes, but it didn't. And I didnt even think of doing anything else except maybe changing what the current scene was. I was being chased from outside to inside this building. I was hiding in this room with another person, hoping that we wouldn't be found. I don't know what triggered my desire to do an RC, though. All in all, disappointing.

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6/15/06 I don't recall all of the dream I had last night, but my favorite part involved me having claws just like Wolverine's. I exerted control over the dream (though I wasn't lucid) in order to see if I could push the claws out just a little bit. I eventually managed to do it, and then I pushed the claws out to their full extent. I recall wanting to do it without throwing my hands out like in the movie. Anyway, I'm also with this guy who has the same claws and we fight for a short time. For some reason there are also Storm Troopers who are after me and I have to fend them off too. The dream shifts, but that's all I can remember. It was amusing <img src="http://www.dreamviews.com/forum/style_emoticons/default/grin.gif" style="vertical-align:middle"/>

[baronbrocoli]

hey Ame! nice journal... I have insomnia so I thought I could get a quick look here... btw, keep up the good dreams <img src="http://www.dreamviews.com/forum/style_emoticons/default/tongue.gif" style="vertical-align:middle"/>

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6-22-06 Last night&#39;s dream started off okay, shifted into something wierd, and ended up very sad <img src="http://www.dreamviews.com/forum/style_emoticons/default/icon_sad.gif" style="vertical-align:middle"/> First, I go to meet Tornado Joe and ITM (and why they appeared I do not know) --they come by with their car and I wonder why I&#39;m going with them Then I&#39;m at the edge of this golf course, trying to get somewhere (to find TJ?) --the corner of the course is flooded TJ comes by with his car The dream shifts and I&#39;m with this man and his followers --IDR what I was doing there Suddenly we&#39;re attacked A guy comes after me I get him on the ground and sit on his back He still has a knife and tries to harm me --I know that he&#39;s not going to stop I stab him --he won&#39;t die; doesn&#39;t even cry out --I stab him in what I think is his heart I think he dies I rejoin the others I briefly see my sister Then I&#39;m watching this heart monitor (which consists of numbers rather than a pulse thingy) --the numbers drop to 0, then go up to around 1106 (I think), and descend until it reaches 0 again I know she&#39;s dead My mom is there and looks sympathetic I start to cry and I want to start calling my friends I wake up *It takes me a minute to realize that it was just a dream In another dream, I&#39;m trying to use Talents with some people, but I can&#39;t get them to work. Thinking about it, it reminded me of a couple of dreams I&#39;ve had in the past, but those will remain in my head. (They were G-rated, but I&#39;d still like to keep them to myself)

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<img src="http://www.dreamviews.com/forum/style_emoticons/default/grin.gif" style="vertical-align:middle"/> Ha! Another humorous dream to share with you all. I hope you enjoy it! It was a welcome change after two nights of dreaming about imaging computers... that was not worth dreaming. It reminded me of that line from Waking Life: &quot;It's not enough they get your waking life; they get your dreams as well.&quot; Well, I don't remember all the details, but I'll see what i can do. I'm walking into the pool area and it's a big, big pool and there are tons and tons of people there. As it turns out, there's going to be a new season of &quot;American Idol&quot; and everyone there is trying out. However, that was just the name of the show, but the show was actually more like a popularity contest, kind of like a &quot;Real World&quot; where people are voted off. Secondly, the hosts are the two people from &quot;What Not to Wear.&quot; So, I didn't really have any intention of joining the show, but I dive into the pool and for some reason decide to try out. I'm down at the bottom for a while and there are just a bunch of rocks. Then I see some pieces that look like they were broken from clay pigeons. There was something else down there that I picked up, but I don't recall what it was - it was meant to impress the judges. So I surface again (in a stylish fashion <img src="http://www.dreamviews.com/forum/style_emoticons/default/tongue.gif" style="vertical-align:middle"/> ) and swim up to the judges. I don't remember the conversation, but I was rather likable. I was fairly sure at that point that they were going to pick me. Time goes on and eventually another guy is sent over to me, a bigger guy who's also with the show (but I don't recognize him). He asks me a couple of questions and then tells me that I'm in the show. Certain that I'm on camera I get all excited at being picked. (Side note: my sister was also in the dream (the one who died in the last one she was in) and she was trying out but didn't get picked. She didn't say anything, but she looked like she was kind of upset.... I really do love my sister. Why I have these dreams, I don't know.) Anyway, I go over with the other people who were already picked and there are probably 20 of us (all girls, I think). They're all in line so I join them, then trying to be friendly, I ask the girl I'm standing to her name. She answers in what I think is Russian, but it's all garbled and I can't understand a thing. I say &quot;Shto?&quot; (Russian for &quot;what?&quot and she continues to speak, but I'm still getting nothing. <span style="color:violet">Then I get this idea and go up to another girl. I tell her, &quot;You know what? I'm probably dreaming right now, but I don't really care!&quot; I have this big grin on my face. I didn't even need to do an RC to tell that I was dreaming. It was just so amusing that I didn't feel like doing anything other than what I was doing! I lost lucidity shortly after that, though. Still haven't figured out how to maintain it <img src="http://www.dreamviews.com/forum/style_emoticons/default/tongue.gif" style="vertical-align:middle"/> </span> Anyway, then the dream proceeded to repeat itself, but it eventually began to change. It still took place at the gigantic pool and the whole crowd of people was there, but I don't remember what the story line turned into. Eventually someone I knew (that I don't recall) turned into this reptile and &quot;I&quot; turned into another reptile (since the view went to 3rd person), and then the dream shifted again. It ended up with me watching some others on these rooftops. One boy is using his slingshot to shoot stuff at a cat that was on another roof. I'm upset and tell him to stop. I woke up, but I don't think he would have listened to me. Poor kitty. All in all, very amusing! This is quite long!

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8-4-06 First dream: something about judo and setting up an impromptu tournament I'm at a place near the Gorge but not at it I'm with a bunch of people --I think it's Creation Fest A bunch of people are wearing Christian t-shirts Then, Jesus comes back! We're all happy and I notice that the shirts have changed --they now praise Him in the present I'm delighted I want to tell people what's going on I stand next to the highway and raise my arms in praise --there are lots of cars driving by I briefly see one black car without its headlights on --it's night time nw I know they've seen me I leave and get into one of the church vans I was driving I have to pull the key from my purse to roll up my window --I feel someone is coming towards me to harm me --I manage to pull the key out just in time and I roll up my window Then I'm being chased on the highway My main brakes don't work so I use the emergency brakes and pull off to the side I drive back to where our camp is and stop the van I get out and am shaking and start to cry Jesus runs over to me and hugs me as I explain what happened I was very touched by this dream and it was one I'd been hoping to have for a while.