So I'll start with this weird experience I had in a dream last night. The best word I came up with to describe it was a redream, and the best way to describe it was I was dreaming about dreaming...
I somehow managed to travel in time, I remember seeing the clock function from a video game display the date, I had traveled back in time exactly 3 months from 12/27 to 9/27. (which is odd since this dream happened last night, 12/15. wonder what I'll dream about on 12/27? )
I was in my parents back yard and two people were playing baseball, it suddenly hit me that this was a dream I had, had before. (The weird part about this is it was NOT lucid, in fact I've never had a lucid, it was like my dream self recognized the scene as a dream but, it's not anything I ever actually dreamed about...if that makes any sense.) I started telling my dad, who was there next to me in the yard, that those two people playing catch was a dream, and I knew what was going to happen next, and started telling him how whoever had the bat was going to get hit in the head with the ball, and it happened. Then things get a little fuzzy, I think I was walking back to the house and Perry (my little brother) was there with me and we found a box of rotten apple cores, I remember smelling the stench coming off them.
Then I was inside the house in the kitchen. I was excited that I knew I had time traveled and was trying to convince my mom and told her about the recent Blagojevich scandal that hadn't happened yet, but would. I felt powerful knowing the future. Then things got weird.
I wake up, I'm in my bed in my apartment. I'm anxious, paranoid. I start thinking I see something in my room, shadows that move. Then more defined shadows and flashes of light. It looks like me. I think it's my past self from my time travel dream. My heart is pounding, and I'm starting to freak out. I see my shadow self above my head and reach up to grab it and put a hole in the plastic weather proofing covering my window. Then I see my shadow self next to my bed looking at my laptop, it looks at me and starts to glow brighter and more defined, I jump out of bed to grab it/me but just hit air and land on floor, I see movement on the other side of my bed and jump over there and get nothing but air.
Then I wake up. This time for real. There's a slight tightness in my chest. No hole in the plastic on the window. It's 3 AM. I have to get up and tighten the plastic on the window (wind was blowing hard last night and that plastic was making an annoying noise every 30 seconds). Don't fall back asleep for about an hour.
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