Hi guys,
I haven't bothered getting LDs in a while - or recording dreams for that matter. So like 2 days ago I started getting back into it only to fall asleep completely and not recall any dreams at all.
So today I went for an afternoon nap and had about 6 LDs. Some DILD some WILD.
So, my point...
For the first I was simply too excited and just woke up after realizing I was dreaming. I took a deeeeeep breath to try and relax only to wake on my bed.
Then I managed a wild, but when I opened my eyes I realized my co-ordination was just screwed up and I felt heavy and useless. I was not handicapped in any way. I dragged myself over to the mirror and lold at my face some but that was all I could manage to do.
The next (I can't recall how it was induced) was still feeling heavy and useless. I actually managed to stand up this time but I realized that I had this tingling sensation that was just so overwhelming and it was very difficult to focus and maintain my lucidity. I kept going from almost losing it to sleep and almost losing it to waking.
Then I finally got most of my co-ordination going and I was able to do everything I would be able to in normal waking life (apart from seeing some weird scenery of course) and then at long last I was in complete control again after realizing I was dreaming in flight - which just killed all other limitations.
So, my question is, everytime I start trying to LD again after long periods of time I always seem to have this limitation and I need to have a series of dreams to regain full control. The tingling sensation I talked about also always seem to persist when I become lucid and makes it hard to not wake up - or fall asleep.
Tips? I find this annoying and the nuisance is mainly the reason why I stop bothering with my dreams for long periods of time. :[
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