Two forces are growing stronger in our world. You may call it good verse evil or love verses hate. I've always felt it might end up being my own death, but the vision itself could have meant a larger struggle. When the event happens many people will be shocked. I'm not for sure the details of what will happen after that.

The reason I placed this here is I used to have a lot of dreams or visions where my own image was fighting my other self. Then there was another person face that I couldn't make out. I might be reading to much into it, but it just felt different from a normal dream. I have also viewed many versions of heaven. Never once did I talk to anyone who claimed to be a God or was God. I've always been quiet about these because I don't know what to make of it.

One reason why I'm more inclinced to believe in it is because I have had experiences in dreams that ended up being true. I never knew when the event would happen or how to change it, but as it always did happen I would remember the faces from it. One that I had happen was when I was very young at least elementry school level because the event actually happen in middle school. The faces were all the same and what we were doing was the same as in the dream. I did have the type of deal happen when I was working on a job.

I'm actually hoping I'm wrong on this and nothing actually happens. The only problem with me posting this is I have no proof. I also can't tell anyone to believe me on this since there is no way to measure what might happen. Whatever you or anyone else makes of this is ok because again I have no proof or no means of showing anything on what might happen. I'd also be happy with just giving up on believing something might happen if nothing does happen. Me being wrong on this would be a good thing or at least how I feel.

Also these are even more reasons why I'm searching for something maybe just a answer to my feelings inside of why. Isn't that in a way what we are all looking for is the answer to why I am here and why would I be born any different then anyone else? Why must my own life be filled with pain or bad events in order for me to rise above it? Why am I here and what am I suppose to do?