I am new to LDing, I have read EWLD and have picked up alot of helpfull info here.
I have a two part question: If our dreams are constucts of schema in which are our perceptions of reality , then why dont I ever dream about what I am most passionate about ? It seems to me to be random generations of these schema.
How is it I cant have any control over what I dream about. In fact most of my dreams lack any substance at all.
Secondly, I have been working on LDing for about 2 months, I am older so I realize the two sides of my brain dont comunicate as they did when I was young, however I had a brief LD after only two weeks, it evolved out of a regular dream after someone started to throw punches at me. I havent had anything since and its confusing. The only thing I can think of is it is connected to the activity of being in a fight.(I used to be a fighter)
So, if Ihave you confused now, what I am asking is why I dont have any dream control.
And any input as to why I had an early LD and nothing since. Thanks.