Looking for my dream guide

[mtraveller]

Below article from my blog:http://www.thoughts.com/WXRecords/blog ----Looking For My Dreamguide--- "I believe there is a dreamguide in my dream world and I will try to find my dreamguide.I really expecct the below scene will happen one day in my lucide dream: I met a dream character,she looked very beautiful like an elf from my fairy story,I felt she was totaly different from other dream characters when I saw her .Beacuse she was smileing to me and gave me a I-know-you-all look.And her eyes were full of love.She was more real than other dream characters,and so I asked her:"Are you my dreamguide?"Then she answerned:"What do you think?"Then I answered:"I think you are my dreamguid.Because you are so larruping."And then she smiled and said:"I will be what the thing you think who I am ."Then I had good communication with her and she really enlightened me very much....." Part 1 -Search for clues- I stood on a roof of a building,and I could feel that somebody was beside me.I knew it was a girl,maybe like me.I felt safe and comfortable with her.Sunddly I wanted to fly with her.I knew I could fly.[Maybe at that time I had had a little awareness that I was dreaming,so I thought I could fly.But this little lucid awareness quickly faded out.]And then I hold her hand and we jumped from the roof together,but we did not fly in the air as I wished,we both fell on the ground.[Maybe because I was not lucid so I could not control my action well in this dream.].Then we had a walk in the street,she aske me where I studied,I said I studied in NMA(New Media Apartment).Then she said she studied oil.I thought this was a wierd subject to study,but if she liked her subject that was ok.Then I saw a group of people in a corner,seemingly they were discussing something,but I could not hear anything.I suddly knew she wanted show me something,and I saw her stand at that cornor and pointed the ground with her hands,and said:"If you want to know where the oil is under the ground,you sholud use you own noise to smell the oil,then you will find where it is."And then I tried to smell the oil like her,and I thought the smell of the oil was not good..... I had this dream at Apri ,2008,which day I did not remember.When I awaked I remember this dream though the dream was not very vivid and not totally lucid,but to me I still tried to find the meaning of this dream.Who was the girl which let me feel safe and comfortable?Was there any possibility that she was one of my dreamguides?[I think there is not only one dreamguid in the dream.]And what was the meaning of these words she said to me?"Oil","use you own noise to smell,then you will find the oil...",I think she wanted to told me something,this oil things just a metaphor which she told me.Oil represents the treasureof underground or goals which not could find simply I think,and findind it by smelling maybe means I should try to use more senses in my dream world and then I will find 'my treasure' or my goal in my dream worldAnd oil is uder the ground that means the things I wanted to find is in my subconscious.This makes sense,what I want to find in my dream world is my dream guide,and surly it is in my subconscious or deeper/higher conscious but not in my awaken conscious.So I think the things she really wants me to tell me is that I sholud uses my senses--sense of hearing,visional,smelling,or touching to feel the dream world like I use my senses to feel the physcial real world,then I will find the clues and find my goals---my dreamguides at last.I think this interpretation maked sense.Because if I really can use more sences in my dream to find any clues then I should be lucid enough,and try to hear and observer more clearily in the dream world. Anyway I have no ideal about that girl whether she was my dreamguide.Maybe she was just a normal DC(dream chacter),and gave me a little enlightedment,or maybe she was just a assitance which neither norm DC nor DG(dream guide),or maybe she was one of my dreamguides.In the dream I did not really see her vividly so I did not know what she really looked like. -"Are you my dreamguide?"- I was in a big house,the light was very dim.And I saw a men in front of me,sunddenly I remembered that I should ask my DCs in my dream that wheather they were my dream guide,so I asked him.When I was saying"Are your my dream guide?"I immedietaly felt very weird because this the first time I listened my own voic in my dream in my lucid consciousness.I felt my voice was very real like the voice in the real pysical world.I could really hear and feel my voice come out from my "mouth",in fact it was not my real mouth,it was my avater 's mouth in my dream.But even so I really could hear my own voice like hearing my own voice in my real physical world.So when I was asking the DC this question,I felt very wierd in my heart.This was my first really talking with my DCs experience when I was lucid in my dream.Before though I had 10-odds lucid dream experiences but I never tried to talk with my DCs,I just flew here and there and enjoyed my dream world.And let's back to my dream,after I asked "Are you my drean guide?",the man answered"No".And at the same time my lucid consciousness faded out again,it did not last long,maybe just last only seconds. And another dream:I found I was in a park,there was many people,when I saw some one I suddnely remembered that I should ask my DCs in my dream that question,so I asked"Are you my dreamguide?"My same voice came out from my dream body's mouth,so real like my physical voice caming out from my physical mouth that I was surprised by myself .But after I asked this question my dream and my lucid consciousness faded out again..... -"I don't want to see my future"- It was dim,no much light,and I walked in a street with my friends.When I walked to a cross road,I saw an old blind woman whose hands was holding a crystal ball.She was not tall and a little fat I think.I knew she was blind because I could not see her eyeballs in her eyes.When I passed her,I thought I receiverd the information from her crystal ball,because while I was passing her,some images which like from her crystal ball appeared in my mind however I could not see clearly what these images were.But I knew this images came from her crystal ball,which meant she wanted showed something to me or sent information to me,but I did not really get it.(I was not lucid at that time.)....I came home with my friends and I recievied an email from that old blind woman,she asked me weather I wanted to learn how to see my future from a crystal ball,and I said:"I do not want to see my future." and plus I did not belive I could see future just from a crystal ball....... I had this dream several days ago.After I waked,I considered the meaning of this dream.This DC---an old blind woman holding a crystal ball wanted to sent me some information when I passed her in my dream.I had seen these images but I did not really get them because they were not vivid and clear enough.Later she continued to keep in touch with me again by "e-mail" in my dream,and asked me whether wanted to see my future,and she also said that she would like to teach me how to see future in a crystal ball.But at that time I did not vivid so I refused because I did not belive I could see future just from a crystal ball,and plus I do not really want to see my future.Now I think if I was lucid at that time I would say "yes",and I really believe I can see future from a crystal ball which appeared in my dream.Maybe she was one of my dreamguides .Anyway I think I missed a chance.This time when I was in the dream I totally forgot this looking-for-my-dreamguide thing even this time in my dream this DC/dreamguide-maybe initately tried to connect to me. .....continue.... also welcome you visit my blog;http://www.thoughts.com/WXRecords/blog/ there are other passages about dream, OBEs and astral projection in my blog.

[mtraveller]

Looking For My Dreamguide--Part 1-1.4 -"Are you my dream guide?"- ...I was lucid again.I was in a street,and i saw a little girl who wore a black dress runing in front me.Suddenly I remembered my lucid dream task---follwing a dream character.Then I fellow her.She ran into a lane,and in the lane I saw another dream character,it was a man.Then I asked him:"Are you my dream guide?"And I asked this question again in Chinese.When I asked him I still could feel my voice came from my throat.I felt very real when I speak in my dream.And then the man said:"Yes."...I fellow him and came to his place.It was a little prison,and out of the prison there were several soldiers.They said the prison never really imprisoned the man,who said he was my dream guide.....I entered into the prison and I asked the man:"If you are my dream guide,then do you know who I am."He did not reply.Then I asked him again.He groaned.Then I said if you were not my dream guide then would you like to be my teacher in the dream.I thought he agreed....He took out a iphone,and showed me some pictures,like some art work picture.And he also said something I did not remember.... Anyway this was the first time in the dream the dream character claimed that he was my dream guide.But I think maybe he was not really my dream guide,because he did not answer the question about who I am.