Hi there. I just recently found this forum, read around a bit, and now I would like to ask a question. I would like some help figuring out how to make myself have intense nightmares that cannot easily be woken up from.

For as long as I can remember almost all of my dreams have been lucid.. If I am not purposely trying to remain passive and see where my subconcious takes me I am mostly likely aware that I am dreaming. As soon as I fade in to a dream it usually doesn't take me long to figure out where I am. Once in I pretty much have full control it's like my own personal playground where I can do anything cept I still have a couple of problems.

My biggest problem is that when things start getting really crazy I almost ALWAYS get woken up and come back to reality. When I try to induce nightmares on my own I simply can't stay around to enjoy them. Heart starts beating faster ect and it feels kind of like my body ejects the mind from dreamland..

So yea I have 2 questions.
Ive tried pretty hard to stay in a nightmare and I don't know if I can stay there on my own unless im lucid. If i'm lucid then im in control and nothing can really produce much fear. Is there a way to turn up the intenisty on nightmares through control on my own and not get woken up?

Also would there be any drugs I could use to help induce nightmares where I have little to no control and will be unable to wake up? I am about to be getting a precription for both ambien cr and seroquel (mostly seroquel) because thats what the doctor ordered to help with staying asleep.

I have read on here that sleep meds seem to decrease your memory but I think my memory while dreaming is pretty good. I can still remember dreams from around 16 years ago and I am about to turn 21. I usually permanently remember any dreams I want to remember and any dreams I don't care to remember.. i'll remember them for about a day and then they are gone. The only exception to that is occasionally when i'm not in the mood for a lucid dream I sometimes have an old dream repeat itself.

I'm hoping that maybe the sleep meds will help keep me asleep where I can wake up no matter how crazy things get but any other ideas or information would be appreciated.

It would also be pretty nice if there is some sort of drug out there that can easily make me have some crazy nightmares.. the worst the better.