two dreams

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Please help me, i realy want to know what they meant. I'm particularly interested in second dream. first one: I'm in some town on summer vacation by sea. I remember two places. First is some building i'm coming out of, and i have a feeling that what was i doing in it was the reason of my comming in this town. Then i have to go on the bus(i want to go back in my room and go to the beach) which is waiting uphill. The road i walk is winding and i have a feeling that it is long, but i'm soon at the top. The bus is not important anymore, and it is not there. On the top of the hill are two desks with computers on them. Some woman(i have a feeling she was a reporter) is working on the first one. She's annoyed with something. I recognize the song she's listening to(don't remember the song, but it was from The dead kennedys, recently in movie i saw in theater i recognized the song from them in one brief moment). I comment to her that i know that song, but she don't care and brushes me off, then i recognize the secong song(dont know from who or which one) and then she's annoyed with me. I dont recognize other songs anymore. After that, i'm in front of the other computer. I want to listen to music. I plug my ipod in it, and then the program crashes, and i got to choose 3 options 1. purge (some weird abbreviation, but i knew it was my ipod) and exit 2. retry 3. purge PC and exit I try retry and nothing happens, then I hit 3. option(i didn't want to delete all files on my ipod so i didn't want the 1. option), and it starts to erase all music on my computer and i start panicking, the toughts that went through my head were "how will i ever get all the music back". Here starts second dream. I'm looking at some software for creating pictures. I dont realy know how to use it, so i'm trying different options. The style of picture you can make with that software is very familiar to me and cartoonish. Quick, i get to know some basics, and making some random picture, and then turn around to tell the others to look what i'm making. I'm in my dorm room, the others were my ex girlfriend, my best friend, exgf dance partner, and girl that is interested in exgf dance partner. My friend and my exgf are together in one bed under the blanket, while the other two are in the other bed. I comment something(something about the picture, and i feel uneasy because i see my friend and ex in bed together) then they remove blanket, and my ex gets out of bed totaly naked. I think that my friend has his pants on or something(i just know that he wasn't naked). I wanted to freak out(and i felt jealousy and sorrow), but i just waved my hand at them and said "just put the blanket on"(they were again in bed). and here i woke up. I broke up with my gf few days ago, and when i thought about it, theres no way to be together again, i feel sorrow, but it wont work, and the feelings changed lately on both sides. I was sleeping at my friends apartment(i drowned my sorrow). I'm a student, i play futsal for my college. I love music, manga, drinking, playing games on the computer(but every game gets boring after 10-15 min), i like to hang out with my friends, but lately there wasn't much occasions. I'm very smart(one of best on my year) , my fields are mathematics and programming. When talking with people, i always say my opinion(sometimes it is bad habit), i often joke with weird comments, i very often daydream. Some people find me entertaing, some annoying. They all know i have weird methods for everything. I always listen to music, even when i go somewhere, i always have my earphones. And i prefer to realy listen to it, and not just some sounds in the background. I very often loose myself in song. Fav genre is blues/rock

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i forgot to mention. On the begining of first dream, there's a facebook chat log. I'm talked to a friend about one girl he knows(i met her months ago) and, my ex and my best friend were couple(for a week or so) few years ago