this is so strange. my husbands friend stayed with us for about 4-5 months about a yr ago. lost touch for about a yr and he has been staying again for about 2 weeks.
a few days after he was here i had a dream that he and i had sex. he came in my room, i put his hand on me and we started..
so i told my husband and we all made jokes about it.
a week later, another dream, this time there was less detail. i just remember we had sex.
so i told my husband. and he joked with me, you must want him? and we blew it off.
2 nights ago is the big one. i dreamed i was asleep in bed. i woke up and yelled for him to come in there. he did and i asked him if he wanted to. he said yes, i said wait lets go to the shower. and we went to the shower and did there.
to help with this, i look at this guy like a brother. we fight like brother and sister. he even calls me sis. but i also think that hes attractive.
im home all day with my 3 yr old son, and his friend is here too. looking for a job so, we see each other all the time. he has a girlfriend also. i asked him straight out after the second dream if he would ever want to with me and he took a while but said no.
and about my relationship with my husband. i am 100% satisfied. we have a type of open relationship, if we want someone else all we have to do is say something.
|
|
Bookmarks