Last week, I had a horribly disturbing dream.
My husband and I were walking close together or hand in hand on some sort of plateau in space. Everything around us was black and there were stars everywhere.
Suddenly, a grim reaper type of character approached us from behind causing us to separate. I said to him, what did you do that for?? Because I thought that was pretty rude. The character was wearing a dark brown cape and where the grim reaper has no face, this character did have a face, with a skin that reminded me of flexible metal with a brown/green hue and big eyes that looked at me but not really, anyway.
He said: One of you is going to die soon. Who?! I asked. And the character pointed at my husband. My husband (42, healthy and as strong as an ox) wasn't quite sure what to think about it but I got really upset. I felt that this was way too soon and I wasn't going to be ready for any of this. I asked the character: When? He answered: at six o'clock.
In my dream it was ten till six so I panicked and held my husband, feeling intense sadness, (still as I'm writing this or even think about it, I cry) but also thought about a million things that need to be put on paper, like, how he wants to be buried, what he wants me to do with his (immensely complicated) business which he runs all by himself --I don't understand it enough to really be of help-- and administration, what he wants me to do with our properties etc. But also, how does he want to spend his last minutes?! He said he wanted to die while, well you know. So we did and I was asking him all these questions while we were, well you know, and all he did was smile at me and caress me and then I woke up crying.
We started dating mid 2005 and got married in spring 2008.
What does ten till six mean if I'm loosing my hubby at six o'clock?!
I've discussed this dream with my husband, I'm glad he didn't make fun of it and we've talked about many things, but not everything, he doesn't seem to be too worried that I can't handle the practical stuff when he dies but I'm not ready, for none of it and I don't think I will ever be, or want to be.
I've tried to focus on more clarity about this dream in the nights that followed but nothing came of course.
I've searched for the meaning of ten till six or six o'clock in dreams but can't find anything. How am I supposed to interpret six o'clock??
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