Death, Resurrection, and Judgement in a three part Act

[sandlizard]

Here's a dream which seems intriguing that I am pasting from my dream journal. I can't remember the full details of it, so it seems kinda sketchy. I welcome any interpretations. Anyways, here goes: 8 - 20th dream Scenario 1 I can't remember this part really well, but I was in some kind of scene, a house, temple, etc. I was making mistakes, and messing up. Things were getting destroyed. It came to a crises point, where there were few choices left. So I let myself be killed, and died. As I lay dying, I turn to this lady who laid beside me. She showed me caring, tenderness, and compassion. She didn't want me to die, but I felt I had no choice, and died. As my soul was leaving my body I had a deep sense of shame, and failure. I didn't know where I was going. Felt like I was going to hell. Resigned to my fate, I said 'take me.' My soul started moving like I was on a conveyor belt or floating (without my control) I floated down this hallway of a motel(?) into this big executive room. There were three other people in the room. One lady was sitting behind a desk. A guy and a girl were sitting on a sofa. The guy had his arm around the girl. This was the same girl that had been lying beside me when I was killed. The act was reviewed. The guy and girl felt like I would have done better if she had been in the act with me as my partner. The judge busily wrote down these script improvements. They were planning for my next acting part. There was no shame, or guilt placed on me. I was surprised, as it seemed like they were analyzing some of the problems with the script and the scene, and seeing what they could do to improve my chances for success in the script. I was getting ready to start another act.

[Leo Volont]

Dear Sandlizard, Your dream reminds me of the old theatrical adage -- "there is no such thing as a small part... just small actors". Your dream demonstrates the the Higher Dream Mind is willing to expand our role in our own dreams as long as we can sustain the 'parts' that are given to us. You know, that old show-biz saying really is true. Once a cast is chosen and rehearsals progress, no script is written in granite when it is seen that some characters are seeming to come alive. I remember "Roman Holiday", Audrey Hepburn's debut movie. They hired her because she was a good looking young woman, but beyond that the part was kind of thin as it started out. But when they saw what they got, they kept the writers working 24/7, simply to showcase her unexpected but dazzling talents. Anyway... back to dreaming. Your dreams point out the fact that dreams are creative endeavors. Ideally we are supposed to be the heroes of our dreams -- the stars, the leading men and ladies. And the better we are at what we are doing, the more our Higher Dream Mind will go to expand our roles and bring us bigger parts.

[Inspirer]

I suspect that you have some problem with self defeat (and that many people do) as if by script, and these three people are parts of you reacting to the problem.

[Leo Volont]

Originally posted by sandlizard ...I was making mistakes, and messing up. Things were getting destroyed. It came to a crises point, where there were few choices left. So I let myself be killed, and died. ....There was no shame, or guilt placed on me. I was surprised, as it seemed like they were analyzing some of the problems with the script and the scene, and seeing what they could do to improve my chances for success in the script. * I was getting ready to start another act. Oh, you should not let your moral guard down simply because the Judge of your Final Judgment does not morally pontificate at you. If He finds that you are a scheming and nasty villian, it is not his business to lecture you. But, guess what? Your next 'script' will be written for a scheming nasty villian, and then some. This Higher Consciousness will build upon the Role you created for yourself. But is that who you really want to be? Let's look at it Metaphysically. Within Modern Catholicism we have divided it up into several Intelligent Entities. The Judge of the Final Judgment is Christ. He will Judge. Apart from Religious Propaganda, He doesn't really care one way or another and is pleased to be dispassionate in giving to souls exactly what they deserve, which is more of the same that they had created for themselves. Then we have the Virgin Mother Goddess Figure -- Mary. She IS compassion and She is concerned. So there are powerful Spiritual Entities that do indeed wish for your moral conversion. But the Judge of the Final Judgment is not one of them. When you die it is suddenly too late. Your entire life can go down as an "Ooooops".

[sandlizard]

Thanks for the insights. Both of you have some good quotes..... But how do you know when you are being too harsh of a judge on yourself? And when is guilt a healthy reaction that guides you to do better and does it become self defeating? We all make mistakes... Well, don't know what else to say. [/b]

[Awaken4e1]

Originally posted by sandlizard Here's a dream which seems intriguing that I am pasting from my dream journal. *I can't remember the full details of it, so it seems kinda sketchy. * I welcome any interpretations. Anyways, here goes: * 8 - 20th dream Scenario 1 * I can't remember this part really well, but I was in some kind of scene, a house, temple, etc. * I was making mistakes, and messing up. Things were getting destroyed. It came to a crises point, where there were few choices left. So I let myself be killed, and died. * As I lay dying, *I turn to this lady who laid beside me. She showed me caring, tenderness, and compassion. She didn't want me to die, but I felt I had no choice, and died. * As my soul was leaving my body I had a deep sense of shame, and failure. I didn't know where I was going. Felt like I was going to hell. * Resigned to my fate, I said 'take me.' * My soul started moving like I was on a conveyor belt or floating (without my control) * I floated down this hallway of a motel(?) into this big executive room. There were three other people in the room. One lady was sitting behind a desk. * A guy and a girl were sitting on a sofa. The guy had his arm around the girl. This was the same girl that had been lying beside me when I was killed. * The act was reviewed. The guy and girl felt like I would have done better if she had been in the act with me as my partner. * The judge busily wrote down these script improvements. They were planning for my next acting part. * There was no shame, or guilt placed on me. I was surprised, as it seemed like they were analyzing some of the problems with the script and the scene, and seeing what they could do to improve my chances for success in the script. * I was getting ready to start another act. First let me just state you’re the kind of person who likes “order” and does not like things out of their place. Your actions are causing things in your life to be out of order, and it’s driving you “nuts” You feel as though your decisions are making a mess in your life to the point you can’t fix them. (The House/Temple) There is a desire to reconnect with your purpose or your roots, or origin, and there is a limited amount time in which to do this, or your surrounding with be at the place of no return. (The lady) is a mother figure or your real mom, who is going through this time with you supporting you, but she can’t make to decisions for you (why she couldn’t go with when you died.) These things seem to have a legal aspect to them, where they can only witness your choices, and stand together with you. But they can not influence the judge. The notes which the judge wrote are instruction for you to follow, to fix these things in your life before they get to far out of hand (The guy and girl) are your parents. And the judge has given them the instruction for you to follow. You must seek them in your dreams. The Rev.