Dating a terminally ill girl and seeing her die

[ByzantiumSailor]

As the title states, I recently had a very depressing dream in which I date some girl with cancer. The dream was extremely long, and I forgot a good deal of it, but i'll try to share all that I remember, because it still affects me pretty strongly. I standing at some movie theater, and just hanging outside and pissed as hell for some reason. I step up tto pay for the movie, but I'm short on like 5 cents and look like an idiot. Then some girl, whose in a wheelchair and kinda thin and pale, sickly looking I guess pays it and asks me if I want a date, cause I'm there alone. I don't want to at first, but I don't want to hurt her feelings either. So we go to the movie and i find out she has similar interests, blah blah blah then we start going out. this is where the dream gets weird. I don't remember all of it, but I marry her because I feel guilty that shes getting more sick. She gets sicker and sicker, and I keeper devoting more and more time to her. Then she dies. And I'm alone for a while then wake up. Sorry I can't get much more specific, but it happened two days ago, and this is my first time on this site. the girl seems familiar, but I cant recall who she is. And my dreams are usually pretty trippy, but this one was very very realistic, like waking up and wondering what day it is. And it's 3rd person, Im seeing this happen in front of me for all the dream except the first few minutes, with the date. I have only had one relationship, not to serious and it ended well A second opinion on what it means would be great

[Scionox]

*Moved to dream interpretation*