This morning I had a weird dream.... I have a boyfriend and lately I have been crushing off and on, on a guy I work with. Me and him hung out 3 times and we've kissed 3 times as well. In the dream I all of a sudden appeared in bed with him and he was performing oral sex on me. It felt very real and he knew what he was doing very well. Then he was standing up and we were ready to have sex I grabbed his privates and was able to cover his penis with one hand and I thought to myself its not worth it for this size..... I wonder if theirs a deeper meaning than just sex.