Alright, so many of my dreams are about the apocolypse so ill wrap them all up in a little package that hopefully some people can help interpret! well first off the dream always starts with a choactic beginning were the main drama goes down weither its a nuclear explosion or a earthquake or some unknown contagion or reason that most if not all the people populating my dream dissapear or die violently. Then the dream goes gray, i find myself walking down a street lost but i feel like im in a familiar place as ash falls from the overcast sky. I see my house and its in ruins and if i see anybody they are immediately hostile. But im not scared and i eargly pick up a weapon (usually a gun) to either scare or kill the agressor (one time i accidently shot my best friend because i couldnt see him clearly through the ash falling in the dream). This is usually the bulk of the dream, then there is little color and i find myself in familiar places killing unfamiliar people most of the time. Its always a fight to survive and is accompanied by a conspiracy plot thats motivation varies from time to time. (Religious and political undertones, i hold no religous affiliation or aethistic title and apparantly lean toward a communist view as told to me by friends) but lately the dream has changed a little, instead of fighting i usually am enjoying the aftermath of the destruction. One instance includes when i ice skated through a destroyed and flooded (then frozen) mall. I felt so happy as i glided through the decay as sunlight shown through a crack in the cieling. Laughing as i made my way through the ash and snow but during this i am always alone. I feel fulfilled and content like even though the world is gone i dont have a care in the world. I hope thats enough info, hopfully someone could help explain why my mind enjoys the apocolypse so much! Thanks!