Hello guys, this is my first post here. I've decided to register after I had a dream that I can't get out of my head.
I kindly ask you to help me to analyze it, because I feel that it is very important for me. Like, you know, basically I have dreams every night
but only a few times a year I get the kind of dream that I know is trying to tell me something. I know this is my first post and I'm asking for help straight away but I just don't know anybody who could help me and all these dream dictionaries are just too general and this dream needs
proper interpretation. So, I'd be very grateful if any of you could check it out. It shouldn't be too long. I'll provide all background information necesary.

I'm a high school graduate. Based on my latest experiences in life, I feel that this dream is about my relationship with women. During my junior high and early high school years I used to be very good with girls. I always had a couple of girls I could fool around with, I was just being myself and it was coming to me naturally, girls liked me, everything was going smooth. But now some time ago, something happened. I don't know exactly what but it's like something inside of me changed. It happened all of a sudden, overnight. My game isn't on the same level anymore, I feel like I've lost some confidence and I don't feel as attractive as I used to. It's been a while since I've been with a girl and I miss it so lately I've been wanting to change it. Here comes the dream:

It started with me being in my room, doing some stuff on my computer. Then I realized, that I wasn't alone in the house. There was a girl with me that I know. (This is a girl that I feel is perfect for me. I've never felt that way about any other girl. And it's strange because I haven't seen her in like 2 years. We used to be close and she even broke up with her boyfriend for me but before we did anything, we had this stupid fight and we stopped talking, which I regret. I'm not the type of guy who's going crazy over a girl so I just moved on. She enters my mind from time to time but not in a sad way, rather just fond memories.) I think we might have talked for a minute and then she gave me the letter, after which she disappeared. The letter started with "Dear (my name)" and the first paragraph was something about me not being a father material. I don't know what the rest of the letter said, because I immediately started writing a reply. In real life, I think I would make a great father but of course I'm too young to seriously think about this stuff right now, and so is she. Anyway, my reply went something like this: "I disagree with you, I always put my son first, that's why I don't want to have him now, but after I'm 30, for his own good.". But it didn't sound right to me, so I kept rewriting it and changing it and throwing it out and I was very annoyed because of that. So I went to the bathroom, probably so I could focus, but it seemed like I was alone in the house anyway. Then, my cousin (a teenage girl) ran into the house screaming and laughing like a kid and I got angry because I couldn't concentrate (in real life I have a very short fuse and it's easy to make me mad, I'm working on it). So I said something like "What the fuck is going on?" and she replied out of the blue: "I hate your zodiac sign!". I said, "What is your sign?", she said "Gemini.", I said "So is mine, so basically you hate your own sign.". Then my aunt appeared out of nowhere and opened the door to the bathroom and said "Are you a Gemini too?" and when I said "Yes.", she looked at me like she didn't believe me but then she said "So am I." and gave me a high five. There was also her little 5 year old girl running around the house that sometimes appears in my dreams, probably because she's just a cute little kid and I feel kinda bad because she is always scared of me (idk why) and I'd like that to change . (About that Gemini thing, I'd just like to say upfront that I don't hate myself or the fact that I'm a Gemini. In fact I like myself, though maybe I don't like some things that I do. Recently I met a girl who is also a Gemini and I told her that I was born on the same day as her, but actually I was born a day later (lol) but I just said that so it'd seem as we have something in common plus I was drunk, stupid I know.) So anyway, I'm trying to get back to writing that reply and as I turn around, I see the piece of paper laying on the cabinet in between two lit white candles. I had my glasses on and the lights in the bathroom were on but I still couldn't see much, the room was quite dark. For the last couple of days I had a bit of an eye pain and was kinda worried about that, so maybe it has something to do with it. But then I was interrupted again,
this time by my dad who said he's got some work for me. In real life, I've just started to look for a job. He said that he's downstairs and I should come to him, but after I hung up, he knocked on the door and my mom answered. My dad was with this ugly women with one eye, who said she needs her shirt sleeves altered. In rl my mom is a tailor, but I don't know anything about it so this job proposition was kind of strange to me, but I replied "Of course, we'll try to do everything we can". As I was saying that, I tried not to look at the women because she disgusted me, but I've noticed that she had two eyes now. Then I went to my room trying to find the letter the girl at the beginning wrote me but I couldn't find it. I said to myself in dissapointment "Was this letter thing all just a dream?" but then I reached into my pocket and there it was. I said "I knew this wasn't a dream!" but the letter seemed all crumbled and torned up like it was in my pocket for years. I could still read it though. On the back side of it, was a strange combination of numbers like "0101010111010101010" and on the other side instead of me, it was addressed to my friend! Deep inside I felt like she meant it for me but just made a mistake. Then my mom came into the room and said, "What have you got there?" and I said "It's nothing, just a piece of paper." and I put it back in my pocket and then I woke up.

(I should probably give you a bit of background information. This friend of mine is a guy I used to hang out a lot back when "my game was still on point". Then we haven't seen each other for a while and recently we hung out again. When we hung out I felt awkward, because back in the days it was me who had the girls and I was always playing around with them while he was alone, didn't have anybody and just stood there. But now
it was him who had a girl all over him and I didn't have anyone. I wasn't jealous, because I'm not that type of guy. I felt like he deserved it because he's a good guy, I just wished I had a girl of my own.)

Now is this dream actually trying to tell me something, pointing out to something that needs to be changed,
or is it just my mind going over my recent emotions and experiences? I admire you if you managed to read it all and it'd be great to get a response.
Sorry if the writing is a bit shaky, English is not my 1st language. Good night