I forgot my socks in a suitcase I opened at a vacation home. I'm not sure if it was a vacation home, but it wasn't my home. I don't recall the details of dream of why I was there. A friend or someone was also staying at this house. I went back to my own house to get my socks. When I returned to the vacation house, it was my now my childhood best friend's house in the past or a different place. I am no longer friends with this person in real life because she betrayed my trust and turned others against me. As I walked past her down the stairs to go to my bedroom there in the basement, she was lying in bed watching television in her living room with a guy who hurt me in the past. I didn't want him to see me without makeup so I ignored them as I walked to my bedroom. I played my old favorite music that he could hear in the background. When my former friend entered my bedroom with some people, I hid under the covers so he couldn't see me without makeup. She whispered what he told her about me, but I couldn't hear her so I asked her to talk louder. She told me he said, "What the hell is she doing in our house?" I asked her if they were a couple since he said our house. She said no. The 3 other people who entered the room with her were motherly figures like her grandmothers. They stood in front of me as I had the covers over my head, but I was afraid it was him with her. These women walked away since I was hiding under the covers during that time. In real life, this former friend is facebook friends with this guy and I have wondered if she ever mentioned to him that she knew me as a kid or revealed personal things about me. I also have ignored her in real life by looking the other way if she tried to get my attention to say hello.
UPDATE***
Update: I had a related dream as I took a nap this afternoon, but I can't recall all the details. This same guy was in the parking lot a friend of mine were walking into. I was reluctant to walk into the parking lot because I did not want him to see me. For some reason, he was wearing a robot -like costume made of metal like he was in disguise (but he was not purposely wearing it so I would not see him him or he just was wearing it for no reason). Or perhaps it was armor instead of a robot costume. The friend I was with was another untrusted friend from high school who is also facebook friends with him so in real life so I wonder if she ever told him anything personal about me. She had no problem moving across the row of cars in the parking lot to come across him, but I did not cross the row of the cars to where he was. I roamed to the other side of the parking lot. I'm not even sure if i had my car parked in the parking lot. All the sudden, I accidently farted silently and was afraid that he would smell it or know I was there. I saw him moving closer across the row of cars, but I do not think he saw me shielding myself next to a car.
I don't know if I had this dream because I thought of this guyt the other day thinking that he probably has forgotten me or never thinks about me anymore, which I don't mind at all since I have been trying to forget the past. I'm no longer friends with the friends mentioned in my dreams because they were fair-weathered friends or never true friends. In real life, I am terrified of seeing this guy. There are unresolved issues that make me feel anxious or I guess I neveer know what he's thinking...I mean if he's judging me or not or wants to talk to me or not. So, I have just avoided the issue or him.
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