Any Thoughts?

[Genjyo]

I would be amused to hear any thoughts...if any! From my journal: "How Did This Get Here?" NL This was too embarrasing! I was over at my schoolfriend's house. His little brother was looking for something that was important to him. He looked all over the house and couldn't find it. He asked me to help him look for it. I joined him in his search which led to his parents' bedroom. He looked in his Mom's drawers. When he opened one of them I saw something that caught my attention. Bright Red was what one could describe as an artificial phallus. I couldn't believe my eyes. My friend's little brother looked past it and kept on searching. I'm sure he didn't know what it was. Next thing I know, his little brother and I, are in my car riding around. He is driving and I am in the front passenger seat. We're talking and I feel something in my jean's pocket. I remove it from there without even looking at it. His little brother who was in the middle of a sentence stops talking and looks at me now. "Umm, what is that?", he asks, almost innocently. Horror strikes me, how did I end up with this THING in my pocket? I put it away to hide it from him. This ten year old boy must have forgotten what we were talking about for he keeps on driving. I am sweating bullets. This sort of thing just cannot happen. We arrive at the Mall. I want to throw this thing away! Just the thought of carrying it around sickens me. If I do throw it away, my friend's Mom is going to be wondering what happened to her toy. Then his little brother will say that I took it. I've got to put it back in her drawer. I sense it is futile now, because by this time, she will be home. I now see my friend approaching me. "You should check out the new store that is opening. You'll like it", I tell him to buy some time. Another two friends from school show up and both of them are acting funny. They go through my shopping bags that magically appear before me. It's almost like they know I'm carrying something I shouldn't. I run away, but they are after me. I will throw it away, forget what anybody will think. My friends are in pursuit so I sneak into what looks like Temple of Confucious. I hide the stupid toy here for some reason. I breathe easily now, but I know that somewhere a Woman is looking helpless for her important object. Hahaha...eeeehhh!! This is the temple was inside the mall or most likely, a small scaled version of it. As for big red...use your imagination!

[Leo Volont]

This is an amusing dream, though the humor consists mostly in your embarrassment with the situation. If you were not embarrassed by it, then the situation would have been rather simple and easy to resolve. The little boy had played a trick on you by taking his mother's Red Thing and putting it in your pocket. You could have scolded him for his tasteless joke and then returned the Red Thing to his mother, explaining what you supposed must have happened. But it is very understandable that you would be embarrassed by such a situation. One has to be quite a person of the world before sexual situations can be discussed without blushing and embarrassment. In that case, simply leaving the Red Thing where the lady might have eventually found it would have been a compromise solution. The Lady would find it and suppose 'something' had happened to it, and of course she would suspect the children of typical childish behavior. But it is interesting that you hid the Red Thing in a place of such strong Cultural Traditions. It suggests that you would wish to regulate your own sexuality around very acceptable social and cultural norms. You want your sexuality to be within the context of propriety. You certainly do not seem to be the sort of person who would rush into anything. After all, this IS an anxiety dream... and anxiety dream about Sex. Studies have shown that people who have Anxiety Dreams are typically the types of people who have the least to be actually anxious about, that is, people who have anxiety dreams about being late are never late, people who have anxiety dreams about not having studied for their tests ALWAYS study for their tests, people who have anxiety dreams about being publically naked are typically fastidious dressers. So, I suspect that you will have few real problems in your life traceable to out of control sexual passions. Your life will be conventional and well-regulated.... and happy, since your dreams shows a good degree of humor, that is, an atmosphere of joy and happiness, even if you don't quite see it at the moment... being too close to it now to get it in focus.

[Genjyo]

Haha thanks Leo-San! I wasn't aware of the particular nature of anxiety dreams. Yet, walking around with Mr. Red was a feat. Now that you mention it, I never considered the boy being the culprit. All along I thought I had grabbed it and stuffed it in my pocket. I could not remember taking it, but later on, I was trying to hide it from the boy to spare the boy some embarrasment. At the mall there was a booth were they had target practice. Basically they gave you a toy gun (at least not that kind huh) and I was aiming for the bullseye. I felt I didn't want the day to end because that would have been the end of my life. Thanks again for putting it into perspective.

[Leo Volont]

[quote]At the mall there was a booth were they had target practice. Basically they gave you a toy gun (at least not that kind huh) and I was aiming for the bullseye. I felt I didn't want the day to end because that would have been the end of my life. You are very eager to live and you love life with enthusiasm. You put me in mind of my little daughter, who, when she was just a baby would cry when she felt sleep coming on, because she was certain she was going to miss something important if she were to go unconscious. In your dreams you are living each moment as though it were your last. That is both good but it can also be bad. It indicates that you might be just a little bit compulsive. This would put you in the category of young ladies who have the most susceptability to Eating Disorders -- anorexia and bulemia. It really isn't a bad profile. Such compulsive and driven young ladies get high grades and are high achievers. It would all be great if they would manage to eat enough. They are very pretty with their svelte model-like figures, but they are depriving themselves of much needed calcium which will impact them seriously later in life with ailments such as osteoprocis. So, I see great things for you, young lady... as long as you remember to eat enough. You should consider food to be a primary medicine, which you need to take three times a day in order to stay well.

[Genjyo]

You are very eager to live and you love life with enthusiasm. You put me in mind of my little daughter, who, when she was just a baby would cry when she felt sleep coming on, because she was certain she was going to miss something important if she were to go unconscious. In your dreams you are living each moment as though it were your last. That is both good but it can also be bad. It indicates that you might be just a little bit compulsive. This would put you in the category of young ladies who have the most susceptability to Eating Disorders -- anorexia and bulemia. It really isn't a bad profile. Such compulsive and driven young ladies get high grades and are high achievers. It would all be great if they would manage to eat enough. They are very pretty with their svelte model-like figures, but they are depriving themselves of much needed calcium which will impact them seriously later in life with ailments such as osteoprocis. * [/b] I used to be like that, not wanting to miss a moment. Rest is highly appreciated nowadays! So, I see great things for you, young lady... as long as you remember to eat enough. You should consider food to be a primary medicine, which you need to take three times a day in order to stay well[/b] That won't be a problem!

[Leo Volont]

[quote] You are very eager to live and you love life with enthusiasm. You put me in mind of my little daughter, who, when she was just a baby would cry when she felt sleep coming on, because she was certain she was going to miss something important if she were to go unconscious. In your dreams you are living each moment as though it were your last. That is both good but it can also be bad. It indicates that you might be just a little bit compulsive. This would put you in the category of young ladies who have the most susceptability to Eating Disorders -- anorexia and bulemia. It really isn't a bad profile. Such compulsive and driven young ladies get high grades and are high achievers. It would all be great if they would manage to eat enough. They are very pretty with their svelte model-like figures, but they are depriving themselves of much needed calcium which will impact them seriously later in life with ailments such as osteoprocis. I used to be like that, not wanting to miss a moment. Rest is highly appreciated nowadays! So, I see great things for you, young lady... as long as you remember to eat enough. You should consider food to be a primary medicine, which you need to take three times a day in order to stay well That won't be a problem! Oh, good! I guess I was thinking of my daughter. Very sweet and very driven, but one must remind her to eat.

[Genjyo]

From all the other entries I see that you are quite insightful with dreams. From experience I know dreams have meaning related to one's experiences. For example, I've dreamt about food when I'm hungry, dreamt about finals when I was studying, and so on. I've still to find out that dreams are quite specific and detailed to be considered...unbelievable? Here is another entry that was a mind trip back then. Any thoughts? An impact of dreams L It was a beautiful sunset. My friend and I were so marvelled by the splendour of the vanilla sky, but it was I that realized this was an illusion. I wanted to take it all in, so I looked around. We were in a walkway separated by a short concrete wall. There , the rush of people could decide which direction they decided to go. We were heading into the entrance of the large gray building which looked to be an Airport. From the other side of the median, something caught my attention I turned around and there was only strangers going in the opposite direction. I wasn’t confused long enough because we were already walking in. As soon as we entered, we were in my backyard. My Dad was outside watering the plants. He seemed to take notice of us. I looked up that sky was was overjoyed to see the beauty of it all. All the other 8 planets in our solar system were suspended right above our stratosphere. I told them, “Hey, check what I can do”. I then manisfested an energy blast and sent it towards Mercury who curiously was the same size as Jupiter. Two seconds later the planet vibrated with the impact and seemed to glow. It wasn’t like I was expecting anything to happen, but I felt I could have done a better job. I repeated this move and sent a more powerful beam. Both were amazed at what I was doing but they made no inquiries. My friend and I made our way inside the house and were suddenly within the building. The airport seemed so dark, but not completely pitch black. It was like not enough light was present. I told my friend to go to the only place that looked friendly enough, a McDonalds. We were in line again, and both of us were really focused on the menu, unaware the setting sun was still shining upon our faces. The food looked so delicious, I had to order the right thing. A short time later, we were out of there. So much for the food. Now were in some other part of the building which looked more like a lab facility now. We walked down the hall into a white room inhabited by various people. The conversation was brief for we had somewhere else to go. I decided to tell them the truth (about their origin). I quickly turned back to them and stated, “The truth is...(I couldn’t do it)...whatever you all may think it is...well it’s true”. I couldn’t crush their reality. My words seemed to affect a lanky guy with spiky blonde hair, he has wearing white primarily. His eyes widened and took us to a storage room. I sensed his panic and after I questioned him what he needed, he told me “Yes, we know...we’re not just Ted’s kids”. This intrigued me for I don’t know a Ted. He walked us out to the exit this time. Opened the door after looking at me in particular. The Sun hadn’t set, in fact, the yellow light of the glorious sun warmed me once again. We followed the man, who was walking with alertness. I looked at the building we came out of and noticed again the grayness of it all. We went to the main entrance and soon enough were part of the crowd exiting. I could see how from this angle more detail of the arquitecture. The large window that was perhaps on the 3rd floor stood out as if it were the only place life existed in the dreary interior. The view to the window revealed a restaurant's interior, well lit. The shock hit me, I was looking a McDonalds. With three more paces I could fully see inside, and I was looking at myself and my friend standing in line at McDonalds, focused intently at the menu. What is this? “Let’s go...”, I said. I couldn’t move, not anymore, for just yards away and directly below the window on the ground...there WE WERE...literally, my friend and I making our way towards the entrance. Now it was us three (or 2?) that couldn’t fanthom the idea. “How is this possible”, I asked no one. The entering me looked at me, at least that what it looked like. We ducked behind the concrete wall. Now it all made sense. Lucidity, how you can you play with me like that? Thank you again!

[Leo Volont]

Oh, what a happy little spirit you are!? I'm glad you get along well with your Father... that you still care enough to show off for him. He is a nurturing and caring Man... you find him at work in his garden. You being able to shake the Planets indicates that you will be Great someday -- that you are not limited by Astrology... that you effect the Planets more than they will ever effect you. Hmmmm. I must remember to stay on your good side. (Oh, by the way, in my Dreams I have found that I have dealings with Mars, where it seems you have dealings with Mercury. Since I am not an expert on Astrology, I have no idea what that could mean). Now, regarding the incident where you just avoided making a scene with a bunch of dream characters, and the one Dream Character was able to surprise you with a reference you had not anticipated. Let that be a lesson to you. Dream Characters are not simply two-dimensional constructs. They may be more elaborate than we assume. Dream Characters are endlessly surprising me. Do not take them for granted. About meeting yourself. This is telling me that your Lucid Dreams are intended to help you SEE YOURSELF. Do not get overly involved with Tricks and Dream Control for the sake of pure amusement. Keep your focus on Lucidity as a Means of Self Discovery. And, again, you are a wonderful little spirit. Your father must be extremely proud. Indeed, you must be his prize Flower.

[Genjyo]

Originally posted by Leo Volont You being able to shake the Planets indicates that you will be Great someday -- that you are not limited by Astrology... that you effect the Planets more than they will ever effect you. Hmmmm. I must remember to stay on your good side. (Oh, by the way, in my Dreams I have found that I have dealings with Mars, where it seems you have dealings with Mercury. Since I am not an expert on Astrology, I have no idea what that could mean). I often have dreams of planets. Astronomy interests me, but astrology is something else. Now, regarding the incident where you just avoided making a scene with a bunch of dream characters, and the one Dream Character was able to surprise you with a reference you had not anticipated. Let that be a lesson to you. Dream Characters are not simply two-dimensional constructs. They may be more elaborate than we assume. Dream Characters are endlessly surprising me. Do not take them for granted. [/b] Yes, that DC surprised me by acknowledging he understood his origins. About meeting yourself. This is telling me that your Lucid Dreams are intended to help you SEE YOURSELF. Do not get overly involved with Tricks and Dream Control for the sake of pure amusement. Keep your focus on Lucidity as a Means of Self Discovery.[/b] And I thought this was a time travelling dream since I saw the former me before entering the building. And, again, you are a wonderful little spirit. Your father must be extremely proud. Indeed, you must be his prize Flower.[/b] Is so happy!

[Genjyo]

The girl was more than first dimensional character... Watching Her Movies NL I was at home (house was totally different, but that didn't matter) and had some visitors. Thi guy (was it Jared?) was someone who I was familiar with, but his friend turned out to be someone I've never met. She was a total babe with ultra 80's fashion. We had dinner and I was really getting to know her. I found her to be nice, intelligent, and caring. Still, there was a sadness to her. Now all 3 of us where in my room (not quite, again) and were watching TV. My friend Jared was in charge of the remote, the girl and I were talking, all three of us sitting up in bed. He put it on a porn movie that starred you know...the Girl! It was highly explicit and so shocking! I wouldn't know how to describe them. But I noticed Jared had a barely there smile, I couldn't even look at Her I was so embarrased. After the movie was over she gets up and excuses herself out of the room. My friend flips more channels and they are all hardcore. The Menu for these had Pamela Lee caressing the channels/movies and the one you selected was the one she pay more attention to. "It must be embarrasing having friends over and having them stumble upon your movies like this", I told him. He turned his gaze away from the TV and to me this time. "Yeah, you know, it's been a year since her Mother was murdered". I could also sense that Jared too had a sad past as well. "Was Justice ever made at least?", I asked. "Yes, but it always does", he responded. Maybe it did for him as well. Next...it's no longer Jared there with the remote control. Another person is explaining that things couldn't be done like that. (He was referring to the still bizarre images on the screen).

[Leo Volont]

Wow. Regarding your dream of the Sad Woman and the Porno. Your Dream Mind puts a lot of work into the Dramatic. I runs like a screenplay. We have a beautiful woman who to all purposes has reached the pinnacle of Civilization (being dressed so very well, as you said) but her darkest most animal secrets are made public even among her friends, some of whom not beyond showing their contempt (that almost not there smile). And then all that is overlaid by tragedy, the loss of parents to violence. This speaks to the personal alienation that is felt by you and the colleagues of your generation. You could really borrow from your Dream Mind to enable yourself to write compelling Narrative Fiction, short stories, novel, screenplays and such.

[Genjyo]

Originally posted by Leo Volont Wow. *Regarding your dream of the Sad Woman and the Porno. *Your Dream Mind puts a lot of work into the Dramatic. *I runs like a screenplay. *We have a beautiful woman who to all purposes has reached the pinnacle of Civilization (being dressed so very well, as you said) but her darkest most animal secrets are made public even among her friends, some of whom not beyond showing their contempt (that almost not there smile). *And then all that is overlaid by tragedy, the loss of parents to violence. *This speaks to the personal alienation that is felt by you and the colleagues of your generation. * You could really borrow from your Dream Mind to enable yourself to write compelling Narrative Fiction, short stories, novel, screenplays and such. I was amazed by the content and revelation of the dream. The woman, primarily, was emotionally three-dimensional. If I had gotten to know her better, I could have described so much more. It's strange how sometimes one can remember a thousand details and other times there are no words available. Here comes another one (though three separate ones, all had a cohesive structure), thank you!! No! A Child Being Abused?! NL It was as if I was watching a 3rd Movie on set in some village tribe. A child was being picked on because she was somehow different. Then it got uglier because the abuse turned physical. They made her wear a scarecrow mask (from Batman Begins) and she had to walk everywhere with it. The whole village (including her sisters) made her go out to the jungles and look for her lost puppies. I am really mad now!! Then a village tribe leader sent a spear right through her right eye. She fell to the ground silently, he ran off...but seemed to smile. The Bastard!! Moments later the girl gets up...removes the mask. She isn't damaged. Somehow this was done so everyone would think she was injured/dead and leave her alone. (Should I submit my dreams to Dream Interpretation?) Meet The Cast NL It turns it really was a Movie, all the actors came out to meet me. I was so thankful the Girl was perfectly safe, she seemed to enjoy this line of work . We rode on this bus and were going to a film festival I suppose. We made a detour first and visited someone's hut. I almost forgot to take off my shoes before entering (Thanks for kindly reminding me Matoko!) One of the girls who played a sister wanted to stick objects to fans and other dangerous devices. She told me her real life grandma had given her this advice "Green is Positive, Red is Negative". Yeah, some good that did her there. I was thanking this one dude for the CD's he gave me a while back. Haha. The HitMan NL I found myself in a Conservatory. I was surrounded by strange people, but I looked around and noticed some of the cast members from before. I go to the others in the back as if to exit. I notice a couple (in their 40's...something not quite right about them though). They see me. I meet their gaze and let them continue their way. The woman exits the hall. The man takes his seat again. I look for someone to sit next to. That is when I look across the open panomaric view and see the green, exteriors of the jungle. I see the stairway and notice the woman I saw earlier is far off now. Her black dress is barely visible now. (mental note, yeah! this is where the pink underwear, the woman behind me is holding turns into a pink scarf) The woman in the black dress sat down and played a piano that was wating for her. This is unseen of course, but I know it to be there. She plays a beautiful concerto...nothing I've heard before. Her "Husband" (fine white suit and hat with a thick black mustache) walks up the stairs to the back exit again, this time he does leave. I am not surprised to see I am the only paying attention to this. I see the man appear moments later, just a white color due to the distance. His walk is slow and the music is poignant as ever. He dissapears into the green vines. The melody no longer is heard.