About 30 yrs ago (yup, 30 years!!!) I dreamed I was in a wildflower field. Sunny, beautiful breeze - the most perfect day ever.
Sitting on a fence near me was a man. We never spoke but yet somehow communicated. I actually felt the warmth of the sun on my body. I remember that. it was the happiest i had ever been. And I loved this man but not like male/female love or parent/child love or any love I had ever know. It was much stronger. I can't even describe it - it was so different than anything I had or have since ever felt. when I woke up I tried to tell my mom about it because it was as if I was somewhere else and not dreamng but she just blew the whole thing off. For many, many months afterwards I was seriously depressed because I was back in this life and not in that one. I was sad that I was not still there. Since then I've tried so hard (unsuccessfully) to go back . I could give a more detailed description of the whole thing but it would make for a very long post.