I have posted a thread about my concerned dreaming in the newbie section, but I was told to try and post what my dreams contain, to maybe get a better understanding of what is going on within myself. Although I do not lucid dream (at least I do not think I do), I really am I need of a little advice, insight and help regarding my dreams.

I never remember my dreams completely, usually just the most dramatic parts of the dreams, and the more disturbing images. I would wake up and feel either angry, despressed or anything in between because of what I have dreamt, but not remember it. Frames from my dreams usually come back to me during the day. And just for clarification, I am not a despressed individual. On the contrary, I rather enjoy my life.

Some images and frames include:
- tarantula's being submitted under water until dead, and strong images of them floating upside-down.
- images of a past person I used to know that died about 2 years ago. I was not with him near his death, nor saw his body afterwords, but I had a dream where he just died in a room I was in, and the way he was lying on the ground was quite disturbing to me.
- myself, walking around in my house, and it being awkwardly dark and cold inside, and a strong feeling that there are others in the room that want to hurt me or cause some form of damage onto me, but I can't see them, my vision is blurred, and a sense of panic seems to rise.
- extreme suffering in my dreams of things I cannot completely remember, but that pain seems to stay with my when I wake, and last through the duration of the day.

I have had many other dreams that are a bit concerning to me, but I cannot clearly remember my emotions or the events of most of my dreams. I usually know how my dream went with my attitude during the day, and for some reason, my dreams always seem to involve a form of pain, freight, suffering, or just plain awkwardness.