i had a dream a couple nights ago that someone was in my apartment with me and lit a joint. I freaked out because i've developed an acute sensitivity to pot smoke and i dont like to be anywhere near it. i put the girl's joint out with my fingers and asked her what she thought she was doing. The next thing i know i'm sitting on my couch and holding the joint. i accidentally inhaled some smoke and i started to feel really sick. i went into the bathroom and started vomiting, and threw up two of my scarves. i realized that they had been blocking my stomach and keeping me from digesting anything.

last night in my dream i was in my apartment again, (although it didnt look quite like it, i knew it was my home) and it started to get very windy outside. it got so windy that we had to shut all the windows (i made a special point of moving all my plants and candles out of the way first) then i noticed a window was still a crack open, but then i shut it and locked the windows. the windows had already been locked though, so i actually unlocked them and then realized what had happened and then re-locked them again. the wind got so violent that it ripped off people's christmas lights from their buildings. i was a little nervous about the strength of the wind, feeling like my home didnt really provide shelter. when i looked out the window again i saw an old lady in a hat walking ( the weird part is that i live on the 11th floor, andi knew i was on the 11th floor but it seemed like i was on the ground)
also, my sweet kitten who died on ash wednesday was in the apartment with me, giving me all sorts of love.

any input is much appreciated