Originally posted by lost_in_reality
Another dream.
I was outside with the boy I like. We were on a street, and all the houses were brown. The sky was brown too.
We were looking at something green. It was a painting, with a whole bunch of leaves on it, in a lighter green. When I saw it I guess I felt... peace. Peace and achievement. I felt pride.
I left to go to the washroom, which was through a blue door around the corner. I did this right after I carried the green painting into a peach shed through a door which was also blue.
He asked me "Why are you leaving me?"
I answered "I'll be back in a minute." By this time the sky was a sapphire blue, and the ground was grey. Then I woke up.
This was a very vivid dream, but now it seems to be fading. Does the blatent presence of bright colour mean anything? Does it mean more because of how vivid it was? It's funny because I've never been with him.
This boy... I like him. He also gets on my nerves alot, partly because he is very unreasonable. I feel he pays more attention to other girls than me. I try so hard to make him understand that what he does hurts people, but he doesn't seem to get it. I also have this feeling he'll get it one day, and that process is going to hurt him.
PM me if you have a really good interpretation of this, or just post here.
Did you notice that you answer the boy's question "Why are you leaving me" -- he gets on your nerves, and you think he is forever hurting your feelings, flirting with other girls.
You had this dream so you could solidify your resolve to break up with this boy, who I largely suppose will be so much happier without you, as I can't imagine that your contempt can be much of a light in his life.
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