i just wish i could explore and go back to places ive been before. like theres this dock area with scrubby grassland where i dreamt i was at a party and dropped acid and i want to go and party again! and theres the kind of clubby/bar-y area i want to check out again. and as for my dream flat, i need to tidy up and also feed the pink, pidgeon sized budgies (i have budgies in real life). im starting to work on my dream recall but unfortunately im impatient and just want to start being lucid without the actual work. the other problem is i spend several nights a week sleeping at my workplace (im a support worker) and its not always realistic to get up and fill out a dream diary, or try getting up for 2 hours in the middle of the night and then go back to bed etc etc. i think im just making excuses really