Trying to buy Heroin

[Inspirer]

This dream really came out of nowhere for me. In real life I have never done drugs. In the dream I have never done drugs but was now out trying to buy heroin. I was with a pusher but he was trying to sell me expensive low quality heroin and wanted customer commitment. I walked away. I found my way to a well-dressed pusher whom asked what I wanted and listing what he as. I said heroin. I was nervous and paranoid about cops. I cannot remember what he asked but we talked about something philosophical. He laid back in a hammock and getting ready to make the sell by tossing the heroin to me underneath him on the ground when a well dressed older man walked up on the sidewalk shaking money out of his pocket and saying out loud he will like to buy some heroin. I got too scared and fled without buying. My only feelings throughout the dream was fear & dread, choosing to do heroin when I never did drugs before, and it made no sense at all. I know the meaning is not about real drugs but I have no idea what it could be.

[think green]

I give this a try. In your life now, there is more than one person trying to push you into doing something that you don't really want to do and you think is wrong. There is a socio-economic over-tone. One pusher has "poor" quality herion. The other is appoached by a "well dressed older man" who just "shakes money out of his pocket" there's so much money? The 2nd pusher asks a philosophical question. That's what I think the dream may be about. Hope this helps a little.[/quote]