I Really Need Help With This

[jah1111]

Hey ppl nice 2 be here I'm glad I found this site Like most people I hardly remember my dreams, only important ones that sometimes come true, one helped me save my brother's life because I dreamt the situation before it happened, but I luckily walk into it at the right moment while it was happening...then about a week ago I had a dream in which I was looking at myself from the outside(never happened before), kinda the way a movie camera rotates around and object...I was surrounded by grey clouds and there was lightning I think, I was rising from somewhere...At first I thought it was the ocean but then I realised everything was grey clouds...I had my head down and an the angry and disappointed look on my face, but untop of my head in the dead center of the top, not where the angel thing is thats kinda in the back, was this bright white light about the size of a golf ball sitting on top of my head...I got really weirded out as I do in those types of dreams and the light became one of my only fears, which is dandruff...lol...then I woke up and took a shower and the image of myself is still stuck in my head, I think about it constantly... Also two nights ago I dreamt that a really evil person who unfortunately is a close family member offered me a car and I took it...after driving to a location I don't exactly remember but I think it was the side of a mountain in my country that I used to pass everyday, I realized what I had done and that I would never ever accept anything from that person no matter how much I was in need...so I said it must be a dream and the dream disappeared, everything became white I was thinking I finally took control of my dreams(I did for a moment), so I made up my own, but I can't remember lol...my mind is so weird any advise or interpretations would be helpful

[Leo Volont]

Two issues in your dreams: the White Light, and the Evil Man's Car. The White Light is never bad. Nothing to be afraid of. But it is positions forward of the Crown Chakra and it is relatively small. This indicates that the White Light is not IN you yet, but it is on you. This means that you have some degree of Divine Sponsorship. In the comming years I anticipate that you will be able to bring the White Light down into your Crown Chakra (on the top back of your head, where it will spread out into a complete halo), and the Agna Chakra in the forehead. it would be too much for a general post, but I will PM you a rather lengthy discussion on the White Light which may be helpful to you personally. Cars represent bodies, and bodies come with Karma. This family member that is so Evil, well, you have a great deal of that kind of Karma yourself. Now, remember, everything is both a Blessing and a Curse. You can take whatever Karma that has been assigned to you, and you can make the best of it. For instance, you already had made some progress, because you were able to drive the car up to the Mountain. The Mountain represents the Goals of Spiritual Ambition and Aspiration.

[jah1111]

Yea you're right my crown chakra gets stronger everyday, I guess the white light may represent something I'm supposed to learn...you're right about the evil person's car, the person in question has been in my life since the day I was born...this person has literally travelled a thousand miles from my home country to follow me and my mother searching for a better life just to make growing up a living hell for me and her in everyway, and she did a good job, believe me I've seen this person make alot of big people fall so I feel lucky to be related to her in a way and not have to deal with her full force, and just to be alive and conscious right now... you wouldn't believe a woman could be so evil to everyone and still prosper...last christmas I finally rid myself of this person but the strenght it took has made me fearless in a way because this woman brings trouble from every point of view you can think of and nobody should never have to deal with someone when it comes to family or anybody, especially when you've always tried to love them...She uses my mother's forgivenessas weakness but I vowed never to get my life trapped by her like everybody else, I always ask god why would someone like that be so close to me?What have I done to deserve so much hate from someone I don't even care about but it continues no matter how far I go from this woman...She even sent someone to end my cousins life when they were only 15 and 16 they had to go into hiding for a while in my country(her own nephews), she know she can't try stuff like that with me though...The love of money, selfishness, jealosy and evil is not a good thing, some people love to play with other peoples lives who are seeking peace because they can't find it so I've become unwilling to take any disrespect from anybody and I take my life and my love ones extremly serious now... I guess I have become a bit aggressive recently because of my experience with this person and life in general but never towards anyone good, evil has to really push me and it's rare now...certain experiences can change your outlook on life and I've learned to put the past where it is but this person is seriously following me to the ends of the earth, even potential peace seems to be diminishing...I'm supposed to go home soon, she hasn't been there in years but somehow she heard and booked the first flight down and is there now throwing money all over trying to buy out everyone I know and waiting for me to arrive to start trouble again...why would she a rich person who has everything to make herself happy dedicate her life to making me a young boy with nothing miserable when all I want is peace and to be left alone, sounds crazy and unbelievable but it's true and my life..she wants me to commit the ultimate sin and she jealous of my humility but I won't at the expense of my soul, I know her purpose is to destroy lives so I try to stay away, but this evil literally follows me to every corner of the earth and when she can't her words do and cause as much damage to my character in the eyes of other...things I know nothing about are thought to be my life by alot of people because of her, the sad thing is I always have love for her and I hoped she could change until recently...your interpretation seems exactly right...I don't know how to fix that still, I will always defend myself from evil, but I will try to make peace with her when we come across each other which I know we will soon...but it seriously doesn't make any sense I try, peace is her enemy she's possessed by something...it doesn't seem real or logical why a human being would be like this