Ok you see there is this girl and I like her alot, and I just graduated high school about 2 months ago and havent seen her since even though we told eachother we will catch up and we really meant it cause I felt a connection with her ever since I met her. I think we don't speak to eachother because we are scared too, I know for a fact she wants to talk to me but she thinks I dont want to speak to her, thats what her best friend told me, but I feel the same way! I feel she doesnt want to speak to me so I wont speak to her.
Now ever since we graduated I keep dreaming about her, in the dreams I have I kiss her alot and i'm mainly depressed in my dreams until I kiss her. My last dream I had I can vaguely remember I was at some kind of party and this dark skinned man was next to me talking to me and I was talking to him about the girl and he said go up and try something, so I went up to her and tried to kiss her but it felt like she didnt want to so i backed off and sat back down with this dude, then this dude all of a sudden told the girl how i felt about her and then all of a sudden she wants to kiss me, she sits beside me and we make out and i'm feeling really good about myself, then it just turned into some weird dream I can't really remember.
But i always have dreams about her. Sometimes I am jealous in these dreams cause other guys are sometimes in them (ones i know in real life) then all of a sudden this girl gets my attention and kisses me or something and grabs me and my heart and I feel 100% better.
Do i dream of her all the time because I cant stop thinking about her? maybe its cause no other girl i know matches up to her, shes the only one ive had proper feelings for. Is it a sign that I need to talk to her or something? Or do I have to get over her because these dreams are really depressing me when I wake up.
I will keep you all updated with any future dreams, thanks!
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