First, I need to give some background information. My life circumstances right now are very strange. I'm a college student, but I'm living at home right now. Last year, I left home to go to college (a different one then I currently attend, but I'm going back next spring). There's a guy there that I really like, but then he started dating my archnemesis. Long story short, he then realized that he really liked me too (my archnemesis was furious about this). At the same time, I had a spiritual awakening of sorts, but my parents thought it was a mental breakdown so they pulled me out of school and now I'm living at home (until the spring). I'm mad at my parents about this, but I can't really do anything. Meanwhile, my crush and my archnemesis are still dating, and I think they might even be living together. But he still likes me, perhaps more than he likes her (don't ask questions, just trust me). When I get back to school, I plan on finding him, and then doing something with our story (it's really an interesting story). I plan on working together with my crush and my archnemesis, and I think that we'll probably become famous. So, on to the dream...

I'm in this multi-story building, it sort of feels like an office building of some sort, it's very busy, and there's this big spiral escalator in the center. I'm on it, going up. I go up one story, and then I realize that the place I need to be is farther up. Riding on the escalator is making me feel a bit disoriented, but I keep on riding anyway. My dad is suddenly with me, and I tell him that I'm disoriented, and I ask him to guide my feet to where I need to be to get where I am going (in real life I'm mad at him). I'm scared that I'm going to fall off the escalator. I can't even see where I am anymore, it's like I'm drunk or half asleep or something, though it's not something I can control.

Suddenly, the dream changes and I'm on this balance beam like thing way up in the sky. This is supposed to be where my dad lead me, and it's suppose to get me where I need to be. I then realize that having my dad lead me wasn't enough, I needed to be alert and conscious in order to keep my balance. Now, I was teetering, I was about to fall. My archnemesis and my crush are there too, as well as some other people. I try to grab on to the other people to help me regain my balance. Of course, now they're off balance too. I start to regain my balance, but now my archnemesis is really off balance. It looks like she's going to fall. Even though I don't like her I don't want her to die, so I'm holding on to her trying to help her up. I'm still worried about myself, but she's in much worse shape then I'm in. I kept thinking "I don't really want her to die, but if she does, it might be kind of good for me..." My crush is on the other side of her, holding on to her. No one seems to blame me for getting off balance, it's understood that it wasn't my fault. She's not mad at me, either (in real life she would be because she hates me). My archnemesis and my crush keep saying to each other "No! I can't survive junior year without you!" (in real life, he's a sophomore and I think she's a senior) This annoys me only slightly, I'm just glad that I'm there to witness what's going on between them, instead of being at home where I don't know what's going on (like I am in real life). Then I wake up.

One association is that before I had the dream, I was thinking that it would be nice if my archnemesis would die. Now, I feel less hatred toward her, because of the way I wanted to save her in my dream. I think when they were talking about junior year, they meant this current school year (it just averaged them out, I guess). I was hoping that this meant their relationship would only last this long. I sort of think of the being up high thing as having to do with being famous. When we were up in the sky, there was sort of this feeling like we were a team. I think this has to do with us working together to tell the story.