So, i killed somone lastnight for the firsttime in a LD

(Cut their head off with a knife)

I thought i would love it, but honestily...it has disturbed me all day long.
I am pretty numb to violence (or so i thought)
Maybe i just need to kill more people? But for now i think i am going to stay away from that..

Has anyone else had a experiance like this?

Was the firsttime hard for any of you Lucid dream murderers?