Thinking about this dream still makes me shudder. (Kinda R Rated..)

[FreakonaLeash742]

Hi. this is my first post, but i've been facinated and interested in dreams for a while Alright, well i suppose i'll start from when i was about to fall asleep. I was trying some breathing and relaxing excercises that i read were meant to help with LDing, and fell asleep lying on my back (which is odd for me, because i almost always sleep on my side or tummy). The dream started and I was in my room, but it wasn't my house. it was my apartment in a very bad complex in inner city cleveland. It's nighttime and i'm sitting on my bed. the next thing i know, one of my boyfriend's exes is there (Note that i have never met this person, and have only seen her on myspace.) She and I start messing around, but i really wasn't getting into it. She was having fun and enjoying herself, but for me, everything felt like it was something that needed to be done for some unknown reason. At one point, she went down on me and cut me somehow (i want to say with her nails). There was blood dripping down her hand and her mouth as if she had already been bleeding actually from the mouth. and she looked up and me with an evil smile kind of look and said "We'll See where this goes..." (By "this" she meant the blood, not the actions taking place.) When she said this, the light shown through the window hit her face and the blood on it just right so every color stood out; the pale of her face, the red of the blood, etc. After looking at her for a second, something set off in my head that told me something was VERY wrong in this situation. It wasn't right to begin with, but i then felt that she had some sort of unknown alterier motive than whatever the one i must have thought she had. I started freaking out and repeatedly yelled "((Her Name)) Get the fuck out! Get the fuck out of my house right fuckin now!!", and she just started laughing, so i physically had to push her out of my "house". (It was at this point where truly i felt that i was not dreaming. I was wearing the exact same pajamas that i was in real life, and seemed to be able to actually feel many things.) After i had done this, i was very frigtened and angry so i left my house and ran down the hallway and down the stairs to go outside. when i got outside, there were several drunken bums and it was raining. I was barefoot and walked up and down the street a few times until the drunkards started looking at me and made me nervous. I could feel the dampness from the wet street on my feet. I started back to the door, and made the mistake of making quick eye contact with one of the drunks who then seemed to start grabbing for me, but i eluded him as i dashed past several other older men up the stairs of my apartment building. As i ran back down the same hallway i had when i left, i noticed two old ladies had pulled couches and a coffee table out and were playing poker with pictures of puppies and kittens. I immediately felt they were senial, and just wrote it off, until i heard very clearly one of them say "You could play with us too, Victoria, if you'd like..." I responded "No thanks!" and made it to my door. At this point i find my door to be blocked by this huge felt board. I knew that the girl i had pushed out of my room had put this there. I got very angry, and threw the board at this rather large window, and the window shattered. Once I had my door unblocked, i ran inside and collapsed onto my bed. i just kept thinking "This isn't right. something's very wrong. I have to call Andy*.I have to call andy. Something is very wrong" All these thoughts repeated several times in a matter of what was 3 dream seconds. i turned over in my bed, picked up my phone and called my boyfriend. When he picked up i couldn't say anything and he kept asking what was wrong. Right after that i woke up. Once i woke up, i wasn't nervous or scared, but the dream left me with this very dark feeling; a very bad entity that i have never expirienced from any nightmare before. I grabbed my phone and seriously considered calling my boyfriend and telling him about it, but i decided against it. Not two minutes after i put my phone down does he call me. I tell him that i was thinking about calling him, and proceeded to tell him my dream.i didn't tell him that the girl i was with was his one ex, but after i was done explaining the whole thing, he asked "Now was that chick anyone specific, or just a general girl?" So i told him who i beleived it was, even though i have never met her. He then said "Yeah, i had a big feeling it might have been her... It seemed like a very ((her Name))-esque kind of dream..." If anyone needs more background information, please let me know. I'll be happy oblige if it will help figure out what was up with this. *Andy is a friend of mine who is a pagan. in my dream i felt that i needed him to "Unhex" me, athough i really am not sure i believe in spells and whatnot.

[IDreamOfWTF]

These are my interpretations, based on the paragraphs. She and I start messing around... Perhaps you've had thoughts of lesbianism, but fear that you might only encounter pain. After i had done this... Perhaps you have some subconscious fear that a drunk will come onto you. As i ran back down the same hallway i had when i left You probably fear that when you become old, you will become just like that. In the last bit, perhaps you are worried that if you ever met any of your lover's ex-lovers, you wouldn't be able to return to a normal life, or not look at him the same way. I know, I only seem to be picking out fears, but it seems that this dream is only filled with negative emotions. I hope I put forth some form of help.