ok ya this is weird and involves a rather long sad story.


well in september 2006 i developed the HUGEST crush on this guy named brandon..i never talked to him, or anythign like that i was to afraid. then in like marchish time i kinda got over him but still wanted to be friends, and started texting him and stuff. then in june he was in a car accident and died. i regret badly now not doing the things like talking to him calling him asking him to dance at the hs dances ect
about a month later i started sorta liking this other guy brett, but i feel weird about it or something cuz idk i'm afraid hes gonna die to i guess and i had a dream that brandon was back and we were walking to church together (neither of us are very religious, but we go to the same church) and i could like hear him talk. it really showed me i do NOT want to make the same mistake twice. well now the dream i'm having questions about


I keep dreaming i'm going to like a school dance, and i want to dance w/ brett but can't get to him, and for some reason i cna't talk to him and i dont know why i dont know why im having these dreams either.. please help me...idk what these ddreams mean