Thanks, unclesirbob. Your insight does make a lot of sense. Someone once suggested that my anxieties were related to my physical appearance, given the desire to not be seen and to quickly dress. However, I have not thought this to be the case. As you suggested, I do tend to overanalyze and condemn myself for the previous day's social interactions.
Last night, I tried an experiment, wearing pants to bed in order to test if I would still have the same illusion/dream. I did have something like the same experience but this time not completely related to the clothing on my person. In the night, I became filled with anxiety and struggled in the dark to plug the lamp in next to my bed, imagining that the guests in my room desired to see something - actually, I can't recall what it was, but I believe they wanted to see a shirt that was on the floor. So, I got the lamp plugged in, turned it on, and immediately shut it in order to prevent everything in the room from being in sight.
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