Reoccuring Dream

[Krash]

Hello, I'm quite new to these forums, but I didn't really introduce myself yet because I'm afraid that I'm going to forget this dream that I had last night... Ever since I met this girl at work I haven't been able to forget about her. Granted, she is quite an attractive person. The thing is, we are friends, but other friends/co-workers of mine have had moments where they would sit back and watch us (Myself and the girl that I'm having the dream of) and later keep telling me that it's so obviouse that she's absolutly crazy about me. You know, the blushing smile, batting eyelashes, and touchy-feeliness. Needless to say, as time went on, I started to develope quite a crush on her. Anyway, about the dreams. This is the first time I've dreamt about her. I can't remember the contents of my other dreams with her, but the one I had last night (and what I'm hoping to have again tonight) was so nice. It was one of those dreams that you just don't want to end. It started as her and I meeting upstairs in my room in my house. For some reason we were meeting a bit late at night, I could tell because of the sky in my dreams. I was waiting at my window watching the traffic go by when I see her walk up. The only way I could see her was when she was under the street light. I ran down the stairs and out the door just so I could greet her. (Mind you, I haven't seen her a about a month) We went up to my room, and apparently she was quite happy to be around me. We seemed to be talking to each other about things that we had in common, and every once in a while a joke surfaced due to the laughing I saw/heard in the dream. We started to dance, and when we finished, I looked at the time. To my surprise, we had been awake talking to each other until 6:00am. I immediatly looked outside, and saw the deep blue sky as day broke. Normally, I'd be freaking out because of not getting any sleep. But, in this situation I just looked at her, and met her smile with mine. We grabbed each others hands and agreed that we should do this again. I told her I wanted to tell her something (possibly admitting to my crush on her) and before I could say anything, she tells me that she loves me. I smiled so hard. We hugged, and held each other for the rest of the dream. Dreams like this has happened before, and I think by now...she's probably forgotten about me due to me putting in for an Educational L.O.A. from work. (I'm a freshman in college, and she's a Junior in high school) We would always flirt at work, and she even in-advertantly gave me her phone number. I've never called her or attempted to do anything with her due to the simple fact that I'm in a relationship right now that is steady. I really miss seeing her, I can't seem to get the mental picture of her face out of my mind. I know...I know, this is probably REALLY corny, but as often as I have these dreams. I would like to know what it could possibly mean. Thank you so much, Shane PS...I just read the sticky about being descriptive, and to think...I thhought I was just being too difficult. During this dream I felt nothing but complete Euphoria being around her. I felt extremely relaxed while having conversation with her, and nothing warmed my heart more than seeing her smile one more time. To be honest with you, I associate conversation with my girlfriend now as a really stressful thing because she's quite high maintenance along with extremely emotional to the point to where she drags herself and anyone around her down into a depression. She is bi-polar and has a bit of OCD, but she refuses to get any help for these things. I recently got diagnosed with having panic attacks, and as much as I hate to admit it, but I actually try to avoid my girlfriend at all costs in fear that shes going to stress me out so bad that I have a panic attack. I've tried talking to her about this, but she has almost no patience for me and my problems, ha. Anyway, about the girl that actually relaxes me. Her name is Bethany, and she is a real sweet heart. I remember when I first met her I was training her to become a cashier like myself, and thats when we first introduced ourselves to each other. For the next week, she did nothing be stayed glued to the side of me. I wasn't sure if it was because I was the only one she felt comfortable with or what, but another friend of mine could see this happening and later asked Bethany herself if she liked me. From what I was told, she blushed and admitted to like flirting with me. When I said that she was a bit touchy feely, I ment that on a couple of occasions she asked me to fix a few of her stray hairs (she has gorgous hair) and she seemed to like having me around her. At the time, we kinda had the same style. She is a self proclaimed emo girl, and as for me...I think I'm just a regular guy, but at the time I had the "emo" cut as well. I can still remember exactly what her face looks like. Honestly, I felt quite a connection between us, but was too afraid to do anything about it. So, in conclusion, from time to time I'll have this dream where I'm with her. I'm ALWAYS happy in the dreams and so is she. I've even considered dropping by the store that we work at to see if she is there. She is really sweet, she offered to buy me a drink at lunch once just because I made the slightest mention of being thirsty. I've never actually hugged her in real life, let alone spend time with her out of the work place. Now that I think about it, when I woke up from the dream this morning I was a bit misty eyed considering how I feel about her. The last time I saw her was the day that I had my very first panic attack. I don't know why I had it, but the only thing stressing me out at that time is this unhappy relationship that I am in along with just starting college. I had to leave work quite early that day. All I can seem to gather right now about the dream is that it was wonderful. I definatly didn't want to wake up. I hope that I went into enough detail for you guys/gals. Thanks again, Shane

[Krash]

Did I do this right? I hope it isn't too long, I'm sorry if it is!

[Burned up]

The answers are probably yes and yes. I suspect the length of your post has put some people off. When I looked a couple of days ago I thought "I'll come back to this when I have more time". I've not been in this forum long so I may be corrected here. But my advice would be to re-post, but in a shorter form (perhaps remove 50-75&#37. Most dream posts seem to get replies. Bu