Strange dream involving a library, a body parasite, and psionic powers...

[MIchelozzo]

Before we get started, I hear it customary to do a little bit of background information on the dreamer in question in order to get a better idea on how the dream relates to their real life. I don't wish to disclose my real name, but Michel of Michelozzo is close enough for you anonymous faces on teh internets. I'm 21 years of age, male, and catholic but not a very good practicer of the faith. I'm diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome - which is a form of high functioning autism but even I'm a level beyond other asperger's 'victims' in terms of social skills and social development. I must admit I'm a sexual deviant, into things such as BDSM and other forms of 'fantasy' sex like most of what you see in hentai, but am sadly still virgin in terms of actual sexual contact. I complete secondary schooling and have yet to undergo post secondary in any capacity and have limited work experience. The only major event in my life that might have any effect on this dream is a nearly two years ago move from one part of ontario with bustling cities to a part of newfoundland which is...not so bustling. Anyway, here's the dream. Be warned it contains some disturbing sci-fi horror like imagery as well as some demonic imagery near the end. Firstly, it appears I'm either married, engaged or 'going steady' with a lady of some description - she's cute and clearly my 'type' in most of her attributes including personality (although I don't remember her talking much in the dream aside from what I might mention for the analysis) and second we both seem to be working in what looks like a giant library/school room combination. I'm doing a bit of manual cleaning labour involving a mop while a large group of students are writing exams around me so its very quite, but I suddenly start to feel ill to my stomach. Doubling over, I feel like I need to vomit or at least cough up some mucus and proceed to try. I feel something stick in my throat for a bit before I cough it up completely (and oddly sans anything like mucus/vomit coming along with it). What I coughed up looks to be something the size of my balled up fist (I'm around 6'2'' with wide shoulders but thin arms if that gives you any indication) that has a head like a spiked ball mace or the head of a tunneling device and a fleshy gooey tail like one might expect a slug or maggot to have. Some students had stopped to watch me gag, but for the majority of students the exam was more important so they simply remained in their seats. Anyway, the little body parasite drill worm thingie either dies or just stops moving, and I calmly pick it up and throw it in the trash like nothing had happened. The students who stopped to check on me resumed their exams too, and eventually everyone went home who were doing those exams. Me and my lady friend continue to run the library for the remainder of its operating day and have a normal flow of book lovers until this one guy shows up - typical thuggish looking brute and I never got to clearly see his face - and begins to hit on my lady friend. Of course I step up to him and try and get him to stop, but he either ignores me or swats me away (don't remember which) When I try again I remember my eyes going red and my body either bulking up or simply showing the viens more (as if my muscles were pushing them so close to my skin they were buldging out). Now, I'm having a hard time remembering EXACTLY what I did to the guy, but I know he doesn't appear in the dream any more and doesn't leave anything behind, even a body. I might have vaporized him, I might have teleported him away, I might have just beat him up and made him run. I don't know. After I return to normal the last few hours of the day at the library run down and me and the lady friend decide to go to the mall. I'll admit it looks like the mall I used to visit back in my old home and I even went into my favourite card game/manga store with my lady to look at some cards. I think I was looking at Yugioh! cards, but that might be my mind sort of slapping a label on the unknown as I'm awake. Anyway, a few thugs attack us while we're in there and I go all red eyed super vieny monster mode again, and apparently seal them in a box of cards. As they're in there, I can't see what's going on but I can tell they're in pain, flashes of light denonating explosions and nasty metal on flesh sounds came from inside the box despite the fact it shouldn't have been able to contain such things. I start slipping more cards in and the effects inside get worse for the previous tormentors and I look up to see my lady friend, her face transformed into a sharper, crueler, more vicious demonic form with a forked tongue handing me the cards I was slipping in. Dream me realizes that I'm somehow bleeding this 'corruption' into her as well and that shock returns me to normal, but I don't think I ended up releasing the thugs I locked in the card box from their torture. Some time passes and me and her are obviously closer, as we're in the library after hours on the couch together. Nothing was implied beyond her not wearing pants and wearing panties so I assume we were about to do the nasty when some kind of trio of heavily armed terroist types swoop in from the rafters. I have NO idea why they were attacking us and holding us hostage, but eventually my powers in a less destructive form allow me to get a hold of a gun and eventually the situation...and this is when I woke up. Now, I'd like a general interpretation if you would all be so kind, but I'd like some focus on the following imagery 1) The students doing their exams and me washing the floor around them 2) The little body driller worm I coughed up and tossed away 3) The 'demon'ing out of my dream lady friend when I was punishing the second set of thugs 4) The whole evil psionic powers thing in general 5) What the heck the terroists were about. And as a note, they're not terroists that are being fought in the middle eat, think more the highly armed kind you see in counterstrike and in modern hostage drama police shows. Thanks for your time and interpretations. Thank you!

[MIchelozzo]

No one has anything at all for this? I thought with some specific imagery I'd have people jumping all over it to solve it... One thing I'd like to add - my lady friend after she had her 'demonic episode' apparently turned into Hikari Yagami (Kari of Digimon fame - specifically her season 2 older version). I was not aware she was her prior to her brief corrupted experience however.

[Burned up]

Michelozzo I suspect your account is longer than most people can cope with, hence no response. It does seem (I've not been here for long) that there is an inverse relationship between the length of the original post and the number of replies. If I have some time later I'll take a look. But hopefully others will do the same. Bu

[cece23]

I am wondering whether in real life you have any issues with anger control? I may be mistaken but isn't that a problem that can sometimes come with aspergers? If you do have any anger issues perhaps you also get so out of control you don't know what you are doing until its all over. Perhaps this isnt a problem with you in which case I would get a totally different interpretation to the dream. Let me know either way and I will attempt to make a full interpretation.

[MIchelozzo]

I am wondering whether in real life you have any issues with anger control? I may be mistaken but isn't that a problem that can sometimes come with aspergers? If you do have any anger issues perhaps you also get so out of control you don't know what you are doing until its all over. Perhaps this isnt a problem with you in which case I would get a totally different interpretation to the dream. Let me know either way and I will attempt to make a full interpretation. WHile in the past I have indeed had problems relating to asperger's syndrome and my temper, at the current date and time and even in recent years past I have not had many issues involving my anger and aspergers. Now its more of an issue of overwhelming anxiety and unfounded fear then anything else.