help interpret...driving me crazy

[hoo219]

past history: When I was teenager there was a group us and B was a part of it. I just seen B at his job after 10 years about a month ago. DREAM: I was at home and someone called me telling me that they needed a keyboard player for this band. I was like I guess I can do it. Then when I went to practice B was the singer. Then there was a guiter player and drummer. They told me what I had to do then there was this little robotic dance we did in the middle of song. While B and I was playing around with the k board his leg touched mine and it was like I felt it. Then I remember getting up and talking to the guiter player and she was like you should ask him come out for drinks and I was like no we are just friends. Then I sit back down and he was like you should come out with us. DREAM 2 this dream was about a week later: I was walking down the street where B told me he bought a house. I kept looking at the names on the mailboxes to see if I could find his house. Then this little girl asked me where i was going and I said I was walking home. Then I heard a man yelling for her to come home. It was B! Then I was like this is your daughter he was like yeah...I was like oh I am on my way home. I told them bye then I walked there is a fire station and my nephew's friend was like you should just go tell him I was like no....He was like hey B...what is happening? I looked around and he was there with his daughter. then I remember sitting with him and just talking. Crazy!!! Why would I have dreams about this person for??? What is my sub-conscious telling me?? Thanks for the interpretation.

[Anansi]

Hey, Sounds like meeting B again after all those years stirred up some old memories and attractions. The first dream feels like its rehashing old times with the band, unpacking some old memories, and ends on a slight note of regret for only being friends. Was there a past relationship between you? Dream two feels like it's gone further into regret: too much time, too much water under the bridge. Sounds like you're considering that he has a life, house, kids, family, and that although you are/were attracted to him, you're feeling that door closed a long time ago. I don't know if you're aware of his actual current situation: this may be your subconscious putting those regrets and possibilities back in lavender and sealing wax, or it may just be your way of assessing why you are now reluctant to ask him out: you're scared of rejection and are listing the reasons why he might say no. It feels like the final scene of sitting and talking with him is the solution you've found for yourself: to just get together as friends and get to know him again, find out what his situation really is, and if he is available to explore whether that attraction is something you want to pursue. Hope that helps.

[Burned up]

1. Sounds like you're tapping into a feeling from 10 years ago - hence the appearance of B in your dream. Not sure what that feeling is but something around the leg-touching seems to arise. Probably nothing to do with B (this is whare my interpretation diverges from Anansi's), but definitely to do with you and finding a social life you seem to miss. 2. Same kind of thing. The little girl was how old? 10 perhaps? Again we're back to 10 years ago. You're looking for B's house and the life he represents to you. Remember this is about you not him. You finish by talking to him which sounds like you are communicating with this lost part of you. And you wake up with these crazy feelings because of the communication with an old bit of unconscious that's risen to awareness out of context. Not sure what the fire station means. What do you feel when you think of a fire station? I mean, how do you identify with a fire station? "I am that fire station". Bu