Any thoughts on this?

[toona]

So... it's an ex-boyfriend dream. I drew some conclusions about it, but I didn't know if anyone could help. He had a recent tragedy (aug) in his family which has brought us back together... things have been okay... but because we're usually so on again off again I'm concerned about the relationship and pressure from my family to stop seeing him all together is complicating things as well. I really just want to make my own decisions about the matter ... see what happens ... but I feel so much pressure to behave a certain way. I'm just not sure, in the end, how I feel. So that all being said... I posted the dream and my thusfar thoughts on it in my dream journal here... http://www.dreamjournal.net/index.cf...ream_id=111613 if you have anything else to add, that would be greatly appreciated...