Pushed Away

[xClaraX]

it's not really an interpretation... but...most of my dreams are about a guy wanting to love me. and in every one of those dreams i have, i push them away. i say something like "i dont know if i can do this" or "i'm not deserving" or "no, this just cant work" and it scares me because i consciously make me say these things in my dreams so i'm afraid i'd do this in reality. and i probably would do this. opinions?

[~Erin~]

Just guessing but from what I got from this was that's how you really feel or what you think of yourself. Pushing the guys away I think represents yourself not thinking your deserving enough for them. So you push them away because you think you're not ready , or you don't think you’re worth it so you don't even bother. As I said because you consciously say this in your dreams I believe that's what you personally think of yourself deep down. So, in the end your kind of answered your own question by saying that your afraid that you would say those things in waking life and that you most likely would. I guess what the dream is trying to show you that people are trying to get in but you keep shutting them out because you don't think your ready or you don't think you're good enough. That's just my guess, remember it's only who you can figure out your dreams