I keep having this recurring dream about my boyfriend.
Okay, in this dream, I see my boyfriend. (We'll call him Eric) Only he doesn't have the body or face of Eric, he has the face and body of the LAST boy I liked. (We shall call him Landon)
Well when I see Eric in my dream (who's really Landon.), I feel discusted. At Landon. For some reason, in this dream, Landon in my boyfriend, only his name is Eric, the same as my real life boyfriend.
I feel gross that I've done sexual things with "Landon". I don't want to look at his face. In this dream I hate Landon, I hate him, and I don't want to be with him anymore. I feel gross and dirty that I'm dating Landon.
In real life, I love my boyfriend Eric. He's pretty much my everything, and he loves me too. (Today we've been dating for two months)
As for Landon, I used to like him, but he didn't like me. We got into a huge fight in October, which ended our friendship. I was very sad for a few months, then I met Eric. I quickly got over my broken friendship. Recently, I've had to sit next to him in my math class. This recurring dream makes me feel gross and horrible.
Just to recap, my dream involved my boyfriend being someone other than who it is. It makes me feel gross.
PS-I HAVE done sexual things with my boyfriend, but never with Landon.
Please help?
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