Very peculiar dream, help please.

[lukumisan]

it was baseball season and i'm in the old apartment where my family and i used to live. i am told that the person i love is having a baseball party and that i am welcomed to go. he is single in the dream, he is not in the real world. anywho, in the dream i get very excited, it is an opportunity for me to shine for "the crush". im wearing a khaki skirt and a yellow top. i can see myself in front of this big mirror and i decide i want to wear a yellow headband to the party. i see a yellow headband among colored ones on my bed. i grab it but then i discover i have a red one on my hand. i go back to the bedroom, grab the yellow headband but the color is not yellow but purple. when i decide to go back to the room to grab the yellow one the walls and ceiling start shaking and rumbling as if they were going to fall over me. so, i'm getting scared about moving from the living room to my bedroom to get the yellow headband. i keep going to the room, the yellow headband never staying in my hand. at the end i grab the yellow headband to discover that it is/turns orange. i seem conformed by this and smile in front of the mirror in front of me. i am a tad bit disappointed that i did not grab the yellow one but i feel sort of happy. i am meeting my soon-to-be man, well, it was the hope in the dream. my mother comes over and i explain to her about the walls. the dream felt so real that i wanted to wake up to go to the event and see the guy in real life, i struggle with waking up but then i do it, to see that it was nothing but a dream. Background: i have been facing a hard time in terms of emotions and mind. i have no friends. i've moved to a city and i've been feeling very lonely, the person i love is taken and i'm losing my faith in the religion. i have been feeling as if my ancestors have abandoned me. so, i vented, cried and almost shouted at them over the weekend and told them to give me a sign. and well, this is the first time i've had a long detailed dream in months.

[Xyn]

it was baseball season and i'm in the old apartment where my family and i used to live. i am told that the person i love is having a baseball party and that i am welcomed to go. he is single in the dream, he is not in the real world. anywho, in the dream i get very excited, it is an opportunity for me to shine for "the crush". im wearing a khaki skirt and a yellow top. i can see myself in front of this big mirror and i decide i want to wear a yellow headband to the party. i see a yellow headband among colored ones on my bed. i grab it but then i discover i have a red one on my hand. i go back to the bedroom, grab the yellow headband but the color is not yellow but purple. when i decide to go back to the room to grab the yellow one the walls and ceiling start shaking and rumbling as if they were going to fall over me. so, i'm getting scared about moving from the living room to my bedroom to get the yellow headband. i keep going to the room, the yellow headband never staying in my hand. at the end i grab the yellow headband to discover that it is/turns orange. i seem conformed by this and smile in front of the mirror in front of me. i am a tad bit disappointed that i did not grab the yellow one but i feel sort of happy. i am meeting my soon-to-be man, well, it was the hope in the dream. my mother comes over and i explain to her about the walls. the dream felt so real that i wanted to wake up to go to the event and see the guy in real life, i struggle with waking up but then i do it, to see that it was nothing but a dream. Background: i have been facing a hard time in terms of emotions and mind. i have no friends. i've moved to a city and i've been feeling very lonely, the person i love is taken and i'm losing my faith in the religion. i have been feeling as if my ancestors have abandoned me. so, i vented, cried and almost shouted at them over the weekend and told them to give me a sign. and well, this is the first time i've had a long detailed dream in months. How old are you? Dreams often reflect certain feelings. If your feeling lonely it isn't uncommon to dream about a solution. In your case it'd be the perfect guy. Don't worry, i'm in a similar situation as you, I also know many more people worse then you got it, trust me.

[lukumisan]

i'm not going to say my age. the guy is not perfect, he is just someone i've had feelings for many months but again, he is taken. but you are right, going to a party and meeting your crush seems like a nice solution when it comes to loneliness.