Hello destiny,
I will try and help with your dream. I can see it was deeply troubling to you - hopefully I'll be able to ease some of the pain it caused. When dreams are this emotional, it usually shows that there's something important to look at and learn from. It represents a deep fear within you subconscious mind, that your dream was trying to understand. I'm not sure if you believe in past lives or reincarnation, but sometimes I believe these dreams can be rooted in the far past.
Boats can tell us about the journey we're taking in our lives. Since you say it was a boat 'ride' this backs up the journey aspect. Boats go across water, signifiying your ability to cope and express your emotions. I feel they also represent the journey of your soul. This dream is typically about how you are emotionally connected to your children. You say the boats were automated before they got onto the lake, this could mean that before you had your children, you never had such strong emotions for another human being. The boats had coloured stripes on them. Colours represent emotions, vibes and energy, which includes people. Stripes are basically straightforwardness and directness and numbers could be important dates, stages of your life, or spiritual significance. Put them together, you have: how you express(stripes) your emotions and how other people are connected(the colours) on the journey of you life (boat) at various stages of growth (the numbers). The numbers and colours are very important - I'm glad you remember them!
Your children are at a point where they're learnt to talk basically and walk and they no longer need you to nurse them constantly. Your children going off on their own shows that they're no longer entirely dependant on you and getting distracted could mean that you're thinking about having more dependance yourself - since you'll get a lot more time for yourself as they grow older and go to school.
You try to run after them as they board the boat themselves. Rocks can represent something that is stable and 'as solid as a rock'. You say they on are on a track before they reach the lake. This tells me that you've provided your children with a solid foundation to do well in life, and to stay on track.
Or perhaps, litterally, you are their 'rock' before they set off on the journey of life.
You are understandably worried about letting them go off on their own, and this reflects the fact that in life, we have no control over the paths of our children -they are humans with their own minds. All we can really do is gently guide them, and be there for them when they need us.
Calling for help is like looking for external answers on how to deal with the emotional difficulty.
Your children looking over the edge shows that they're beginning to become aware of their surroundings. Bailey falling could be that you're worried she may have difficulty growing up emotionally, but she gains support straight away (the rubber dingy) though you're worried it's not enough since it was only half inflated.
The fact the boat was wood, suggests that you may be having trouble accepting and letting things go with the glow. The stripe being red has deep emotional and spiritual connotations, and it also tells you to stop and think. Red is an alert colour, it is most attractive to the human eye. It's telling you to look at how you're reacting to situations. 22 is a very spiritual number - for instance,
# There are 22 letters in the Hebrew alphabet
# There are 22 chapters of the Revelation of John Bible
# In the Kabbalah, there are 22 paths between the sephiroth
It's also a very important number in numerology and pops up in important incidents of spiritual nature. In numerology, we have life path numbers (sometimes called destiny - coincidentially your forum name ) which derives from your birth date.
From an numerology website:
Twenty-two is a most powerful number, and often seems born ahead of its time. It is a number of courage, force and hard work. Twenty-two is quick witted, far sighted and intuitive, and interested in anything new or revolutionary.
Twenty-two is a number of high idealism, wanting the best for the world because it sees the best the world has to offer. It is a sincere and romantic number, and needs a partner it finds stimulating intellectually.
This could represent you, or your child in the future.
The fact that you took Bailey back to the beach, shows that she's a lot more dependant on you, probably because she's younger. Kairi being lost shows that she's a lot more independant, and perhaps more mature than most at her age.
Kairi will take a path that's very different from yours, almost so that she seems lost to you. Searching for her is your reflection of your fears and emotions as you struggle to find a way to understand the 'loss' of dependance as your child grows older. Sometimes when a transition in life happens, we feel as if we lose the person - her growing up is a reflection of this. Other people weren't able to help you find her, so externally - all you'll find is more sadness. The only way to deal with this situation is to look within and find a way to help and not hinder you child so that she doesn't get to a point where you feel you've lost her emotionally.
Often when we go to the source or beginning of the problem, we find what we're looking for. That's where you found your daughter again. She was sad, which shows that the transition wasn't easy for her.
To see men, represents our male side of our personality, the assertive and action side. They were in a line, which shows order. To see a scar in your dream, symbolizes struggles and/or painful memories and bad feelings which may have never entirely healed and still continue to linger in your mind. It suggests that your past still has some influence or effect on your life. Alternatively, a scar may represent deep-seeded insecurities which may be holding you back from accomplishing your goals. To see a pear shaped man is odd, since men aren't usually that shape - women are. This could be that the logical side of you and orderly side of you needs to be more intuitive and less controlling. This could help with healing any painful memories from the past. Mainly these memories are to do with repressed emotions since you say the men were scarred below the stomach.
Your child kissed you in an adult way. This is a simple act of love between you. Your child doesn't see it as wrong, but you try to tell her it is. This again tells me that she growing up, but some part of you doesn't want it.
Teeth represent our anxieties, our abilities to 'chew' down our emotions and problems. Since she was showing you her teeth, it shows that she's trying to comminicate something to you - she had bad teeth, yet you said they were beautiful. Maybe this shows that sometimes you brush over a problem when you really need to acknowledge it? She became sad after this, possibly because she was reaching out to you. She had to repeat her journey of emotions maybe because of this. Remember the red stripe - you can always prevent things from happening if you simply recognise them and make the choice to change things before they happen - look for warning signs.
Death means change. Your daughter will grow up inevitably. You have to deal with it positively and enjoy the process and help her and your other child along the way.
There is nothing to fear. I hope these insights helped you somewhat with this! It was a very detailed account for a very detailed dream. I'd like to know if it was right in some aspects - I may seem as if I've repeated myself many times too, but dreams often repeat symbols that mean the same thing to reinforce themselves. Also, look at what the symbols mean to you - this seems a very personal dream that someone exterior wouldn't be able to fully explain without more background information. Look within and hopefully you'll understand.
Take Care!
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