Daughter I Don't Have

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Hey dream people, I'm really new here and was curious what people thought of a dream I had a few nights ago. It's one of the most "real" experiences I've had and I've been thinking about it every day, I can't get it out of my head. It starts out with me and my current girlfriend inside a subway tunnel. The tunnel is very old and very run-down looking. It's covered with spider webs, there are broken bits of train tracks, and pieces of bricks all lying around. It looks like it hasn't been used in over a hundred years or something. It's all lit in a really strange yellow tint too, except there are no lights on and no torches on the wall or anything. Well my girlfriend and I are walking through the tunnel and she keeps saying "she's not here" and I keep telling her "but I know she is". It's then that I'm aware I'm looking for my daughter from a previous relationship (now in real life I don't have a daughter period, let alone from a previous relationship). No one says this information, who I'm looking for, but it's just known. All of a sudden a train comes along the track behind us so we move out of the way. I live in Philadelphia and it looks like one of the SEPTA trains I take to work every day. We watch it go down the tunnel and then we hop on a pair of bicycles (don't know where they came from). We're riding as fast as we can down the tracks after the train, and my girlfriend keeps telling me it's not worth it. I also have no idea how we're riding so smoothly along the tracks, but hey, we are. We catch up to the train. It's stopped. There's a brick wall in front of it inside the tunnel, but the train didn't crash into it, it just stopped in front of it. The brick wall isn't the end of the tunnel either, you can see over it and beyond. The lights are still on in the train, but no one is inside it. There are also a pair of old brick stairs going up to the top of the brick wall and on top of the wall there is a well. We climb the stairs and I look inside the well, and there's just some silvery liquid in it. I tell my girlfriend that "I know she's in here" and that's when she says "But your daughter's dead, this is just a dream" or something like that. I tell her "I know it's a dream, but she's alive in here." I take out a locket or a necklace or something, I'm not quite sure what it is and I lower it into the liquid and it disappears, and inside the well (it's only a couple feet deep) is my daughter, alive and well, curled up in a fetal position. She's about 8 or 9 years old and has brown hair, she looks up at me, I can see her face, and then I wake up. It sounds kind of dumb I bet, but it's really been haunting me over the past few days, I can't shake it. I tried looking things up on what it could mean but I come up with nothing. I've tried figuring things out with my personal life too. Why does my girlfriend keep telling me to give up? In real life she's the most supportive person I know, and always tells me to pursue whatever I want, regardless of what others say. And the bit about us mentioning it's all a dream, is that a lucid dream? I've had a couple other dreams where I know I'm dreaming (not many...one involving Howie Mandel and potato sack races inside a mall, and one involving me inside a big dome with tunnels going to different places in the world, but that's it). Could she have possibly been my dream guide if there is such a thing? Not necessairily telling me not to do it, but in a way, pushing me to? I have no idea, I'm completely lost, and sorry this is so long, especially for a newbie. Thanks so much if you read all this too!!

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Hey dream people, I'm really new here and was curious what people thought of a dream I had a few nights ago. It's one of the most "real" experiences I've had and I've been thinking about it every day, I can't get it out of my head. It starts out with me and my current girlfriend inside a subway tunnel. The tunnel is very old and very run-down looking. It's covered with spider webs, there are broken bits of train tracks, and pieces of bricks all lying around. It looks like it hasn't been used in over a hundred years or something. It's all lit in a really strange yellow tint too, except there are no lights on and no torches on the wall or anything. Well my girlfriend and I are walking through the tunnel and she keeps saying "she's not here" and I keep telling her "but I know she is". It's then that I'm aware I'm looking for my daughter from a previous relationship (now in real life I don't have a daughter period, let alone from a previous relationship). No one says this information, who I'm looking for, but it's just known. All of a sudden a train comes along the track behind us so we move out of the way. I live in Philadelphia and it looks like one of the SEPTA trains I take to work every day. We watch it go down the tunnel and then we hop on a pair of bicycles (don't know where they came from). We're riding as fast as we can down the tracks after the train, and my girlfriend keeps telling me it's not worth it. I also have no idea how we're riding so smoothly along the tracks, but hey, we are. We catch up to the train. It's stopped. There's a brick wall in front of it inside the tunnel, but the train didn't crash into it, it just stopped in front of it. The brick wall isn't the end of the tunnel either, you can see over it and beyond. The lights are still on in the train, but no one is inside it. There are also a pair of old brick stairs going up to the top of the brick wall and on top of the wall there is a well. We climb the stairs and I look inside the well, and there's just some silvery liquid in it. I tell my girlfriend that "I know she's in here" and that's when she says "But your daughter's dead, this is just a dream" or something like that. I tell her "I know it's a dream, but she's alive in here." I take out a locket or a necklace or something, I'm not quite sure what it is and I lower it into the liquid and it disappears, and inside the well (it's only a couple feet deep) is my daughter, alive and well, curled up in a fetal position. She's about 8 or 9 years old and has brown hair, she looks up at me, I can see her face, and then I wake up. It sounds kind of dumb I bet, but it's really been haunting me over the past few days, I can't shake it. I tried looking things up on what it could mean but I come up with nothing. I've tried figuring things out with my personal life too. Why does my girlfriend keep telling me to give up? In real life she's the most supportive person I know, and always tells me to pursue whatever I want, regardless of what others say. And the bit about us mentioning it's all a dream, is that a lucid dream? I've had a couple other dreams where I know I'm dreaming (not many...one involving Howie Mandel and potato sack races inside a mall, and one involving me inside a big dome with tunnels going to different places in the world, but that's it). Could she have possibly been my dream guide if there is such a thing? Not necessairily telling me not to do it, but in a way, pushing me to? I have no idea, I'm completely lost, and sorry this is so long, especially for a newbie. Thanks so much if you read all this too!! you mind a wiches point of view? what i see it as and remember its whay I see it ass actuly i have a few questions how did you and youre girlfriend look dress like youre dream daugther did she look filmiliar to you in any way? the liquid i dont realy get but i can reserch i have conections in my wicca world can you anwser methese than i can form my seeing in it better

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you mind a wiches point of view? what i see it as and remember its whay I see it ass actuly i have a few questions how did you and youre girlfriend look dress like youre dream daugther did she look filmiliar to you in any way? the liquid i dont realy get but i can reserch i have conections in my wicca world can you anwser methese than i can form my seeing in it better Thanks so much. I'm not exactly sure how we looked or dressed like. For some reason that didn't stay with me, but because of that I'd have to say we probably were wearing the normal clothes we usually wear, for me that'd be my work clothes - khaki pants, button down shirt. For her that would probably be a casual dress of some kind, with a ribbon in her hair. But then again I don't really remember that part of it. My dream daughter, now that I think of it, might have resembled her. I know the girl had dark brown hair and a pale face (like my girlfriend), but my daughter had blue eyes (my girlfriend has brown). And if this helps with the liquid...it was silver, but had an almost blue-ish tint to it as well. And it was somewhat transparent...almost like a silvery water. It didn't look like mercury or anything like that. Hope that helps, and thanks again too!!

[little_luna]

Thanks so much. I'm not exactly sure how we looked or dressed like. For some reason that didn't stay with me, but because of that I'd have to say we probably were wearing the normal clothes we usually wear, for me that'd be my work clothes - khaki pants, button down shirt. For her that would probably be a casual dress of some kind, with a ribbon in her hair. But then again I don't really remember that part of it. My dream daughter, now that I think of it, might have resembled her. I know the girl had dark brown hair and a pale face (like my girlfriend), but my daughter had blue eyes (my girlfriend has brown). And if this helps with the liquid...it was silver, but had an almost blue-ish tint to it as well. And it was somewhat transparent...almost like a silvery water. It didn't look like mercury or anything like that. Hope that helps, and thanks again too!! what it looks to me at the moment is thatit migth be a feuseon from a past life and this one consideering the old look of the train tunnel (sorry i am dutch and dislexic)any way i thinkyoure daugther migth have bin realy yourse in a past life and that she just wants to tell you that she lived the bleu liquit looks to me as a vail a vail between two lives its just what i think so dont pin me down on it

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what it looks to me at the moment is thatit migth be a feuseon from a past life and this one consideering the old look of the train tunnel (sorry i am dutch and dislexic)any way i thinkyoure daugther migth have bin realy yourse in a past life and that she just wants to tell you that she lived the bleu liquit looks to me as a vail a vail between two lives its just what i think so dont pin me down on it that's very interesting, and definitely some things i'm gonna have to think about. thanks so much