Raped, Murdered Then Attempting To Drown Myself

[ctasse3]

I was taking a shower and then I hear someone come in the bathroom, I think it's someone I know wanting to tell me sth or use the bathroom...then I see it's this man...I was like um, ok can u come later I'm kind of busy. So he doesn't leave..I'm kind of beggining to wonder wat he's doing and I obviously want the guy to leave. Then I tell him to leave cuz i'm getting angry at this. He comes closer and starts to touch me, and then next thing I know he's rapping me. I try and stop him but can't cuz he's a lot stronger than I am. I call for help no one answered. So i'm just like alright, screw it and tell myself, ok I can't do anything so I might as well let him rape me...w/e (lol). Then, next thing I know he is chopping me up into pieces and I call for help and still no answer and then he tells me he killed everyone else in the house...(which happened to be my friends and my family). So, then i'm screwed completety..so I try and drown myself in the water that was at the bottom of the tub. It ddnt hurt at all, and ddnt end up working so I decided to stop and then that was it. Weird huh?

[doctorbee]

I was taking a shower and then I hear someone come in the bathroom, I think it's someone I know wanting to tell me sth or use the bathroom...then I see it's this man...I was like um, ok can u come later I'm kind of busy. So he doesn't leave..I'm kind of beggining to wonder wat he's doing and I obviously want the guy to leave. Then I tell him to leave cuz i'm getting angry at this. He comes closer and starts to touch me, and then next thing I know he's rapping me. I try and stop him but can't cuz he's a lot stronger than I am. I call for help no one answered. So i'm just like alright, screw it and tell myself, ok I can't do anything so I might as well let him rape me...w/e (lol). Then, next thing I know he is chopping me up into pieces and I call for help and still no answer and then he tells me he killed everyone else in the house...(which happened to be my friends and my family). So, then i'm screwed completety..so I try and drown myself in the water that was at the bottom of the tub. It ddnt hurt at all, and ddnt end up working so I decided to stop and then that was it. Weird huh? [/b] Weird... quite an understatement. I get beat sometimes, sometimes its verbal too. It doesnt hurt nearly asmuch as normal but its scary. Have you done any basic psychotherapy / psychodynamic work. Now my brain is full of neurosis an crap which nawty stuff which shouldn't be there , In my own opinion though, your main philosophy and psychological beleifs, those concepts stay with your soul as you leave for dreams. Like I talk to people in my dreams the same way I talk to people in real life (I have a tendency to talk to much because I get anxious&#33

[bro]

Wow these kind of dreams sound very similar to mine. I had a similar dream in which a couple drowned me in a bathtub in a brutal way, this was when I was on Zoloft, (that made my dreams go apeSh*t) and I soon stopped since the nightmares were unbearable.Too bad, could have been an avenue for lucidity, didn't know how to LD back then... You on any meds? just wonderin'.. Sounds like a disturbin' dream though, maybe next time you'll become lucid

[ctasse3]

haha no im not on meds. i just always have crazy dreams like that

[unclesirbob]

ll draems use symbols to express feelings. we do the same thing in real life.. having someone rape you in a dream may point to real situations where you felt similar rape like emotions. Eg "he looks at me in a funny way" "Yesterday he totally humiliated me.I felt abused. He criticised everything I did. He just likes having power over people " So how did someone try to humilate you the day before. The dream kind of captures your response. you drown yourself. This shows that you are spiralling downwards. That you felt overwhelmed in response to some situation. -------------------------------------- Many dream dictionaries have just one meaning in them. This is a somewhat simplistic approach. My own dream dictionary helps to explore the various meanings of dream symbols. The various symbolic meanings are drawn from a bank of real dreams and so therefor as reliable as can be hoped for. Each page contains examples fo the real life emotions that such symbols link to in practice. http://www.unclesirbobby.org.uk/dreamessay.php THE DREAM DICTIONARY

[ctasse3]

I have no idea. its been like a year since i had that dream