And I've been debating on whether I should post this or not, but what can happen? It's been ages since I've had a dream as messed up as this. And let me preface this by saying I am not racist at all and this is a long, odd post.
I was getting out of school, but for some reason, it was pitch black outside. (Night classes?) And I was walking out of the building, probably on my way home, and I ended up walking with this black guy. I get the impression that he's a friend and is my ride home. Okay, cool.
We stop at this fast food place down the block first, and I lose him for a minute. I get scared and walk back to the school parking lot. He's on his way to the car already. I notice that I'm not wearing too much of anything, just shorts and a tank top. That's odd for me, I don't wear anything revealing in public. I also must be cold, even though I can't feel anything.
I don't remember if I asked him why he just left, but we end up driving anyway. The steering wheel is on the other side like a British car. It's quiet in the car. He's looking at the road with an intense look on his face and starts going fast, too fast. Like over 100 mph. I get scared and ask him to slow down. He doesn't listen to me. I say, "Fine, then stop and drop me off here." He just keeps looking forward and driving even faster. I'm thinking we're going to get in an accident, and I'm screaming at him to just stop. It seems like my words are falling on deaf ears and he's forgotten I'm even in the car, he just wants to drive fast. I can't even move, I'm helpless. Eventually, the dream blacks out. Then it fades back in and almost the same scene happens. But this time it's a white guy driving. And we don't stop at a restaurant, we're automatically in the car. The white guy stops and drives off. And I don't know how, but I get out of the car cold, crying, and only wearing a thin mesh type dress, like a dress made of fishnet stockings. I'm thinner for some reason, too. I don't know where I'm going to find help walking in the fog, but I'm just glad he's gone. It seems like I was kidnapped by two different guys. I have only a vague idea of what this means, but if anybody can put their two cents in, I'd appreciate it.
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