Thanks to anybody who can read this and say what they think. I'm 16 and rarely get dreams. I registered because I had one which bothered me a bit, and I've been thinking about it since (3 days).
The dream starts with me being in a building and outside it sitting in the tree (2 charachters at once - or third person where I am mainly inside the building, but I see the person in the tree). It's night time; very dark. The area is where I do my paperround... I know the area well. But I am in a house with a large glass window rather than the hotel which would be there. Inside the building, it is very dark and I look out of the window as I throw from the tree a brick which smashes straight through the glass and into the dark building. But I felt it needed to be done and am calm and relaxed; both inside and outside the building. There's no panic even though a brick has just smashed a big window in the middle of the night.
Then the dream moves, again to another place on my paperround. In real life, the front of the house I am thinking of is next to the river, and the back is where I deliver the paper to (The street going to the house where I do my round is at the back). In my dream, the front of the house is on the beach and the weather is good. I am about to go for a swim in the sea and am half undressed (with swimming shorts on). Then there is suddenly a giant wind; I can barely stand. Everything goes really dark and grey... I turn around to go back through the cutthrough next to the house back to the road (where I do my round).
In the garden at the front of the house (which has a wooden wall around it which doesn't exist in real life) is a person.
This is the part of the dream which I am concerned about so I'll explain the background to the person (real life): the person was basically an old girlfriend who I had really liked a lot. It was about 5 months ago that we went out, and I really liked her, but after a few days she became really nasty to me... I still see her at swimming although she doesn't talk much to me. I probably still like her; I don't even know anymore (she was horrible to me, but sometimes nice).
Anyway, in the dream, she was stood in the garden, looking at me on the beach. Just watching me - we didn't speak. She was stood with somebody else who I thought was her sister, but she doesn't have a sister so I believe it was her friend who she is normally with. She was definently awake and alive, but she was also grey like the surrounding envionment. She barely moved and just stood looking out at me over the beach, as the wind and greyness continued.
End of dream.
Then the next night (real life now), I normally don't get to sleep before 2.... but I was thinking of her, and I believe I must have been dreaming now because I was suddenly awake - really really hot (a lot hotter than normal... sweating). I went down to get a drink and it wasn't until the liquid hit my mouth I realised I was badly dehydrated and really thirsty. I didn't think I'd been asleep at the time... but I'm pretty sure now I had... There was no dream here, but just a thought in my mind.
I rarely have dreams. If I'm stressed I normally wake up at around 4/5 (this is really rare and only has happened once or twice that I can remember). I'm disturbed that this person keeps showing up. Prior to the dream (about 3 weeks before) I suddenly remembered her and felt really terrible (this was at 1), and texted a friend. The next morning, I didn't know why I had texted a friend about that (it seemed stupid and trivial). 3 weeks later, I have these dreams (2 consecutive nights). Since then, I've thought of her more as I am awake throughout the day at random points. Considering I haven't had this problem EVER (in the last 5 months), even though it's 5 months since I went out with her I'm concerned that I can't stop thinking. And what's with the window smashing at the start? That confused me as well.
Again, a huge thanks to anybody who can be bothered to read all this.. Even if you can't interprit it, I'd be interested to know what you think.
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