One night, I was dreaming, experimenting with dream control tactics I've learned form several sites. Well, in this dream I was sort of controlled, but fragile hold at best. I was in this apartment, talking with this girl I've never met before. She had flaming red hair that fell just below her shoulders, a slender figure, stood about 5'6", probably weighed about 113 lbs, she looked 19, wore a horizontal striped red and white long sleeved turtleneck with brown khaki pants and green socks over her feet.

We mostly talked about eachother during the dream, I was explaining how I was experminenting with some techniques. She asked me what for? Then I told her, well you see, I'm dreaming right now, and I want to keep myself asleep.

Suddenly I felt the dream lifting so I began the dream spin technique. When I restablished my hold on the dream, she looked at me with her head tilted. "Why do you want to stay asleep?" she asked me, and I replied, well, if I wake up, I'll never be able to see you again." then she said "awww that's cute." then I woke up.

Throughout the dream, it was difficult to remain calm simply because being near that girl just seemed to lift all my worries away, her presence was comforting, made my heart nearly burst form my chest. When I woke, I was sorely depressed that entire day.

What do you suppose it could mean? I have a feeling it goes deeper than just some heartfelt desire/wish.